My Whatsoever Life

I don't understand my ABAH

2011-11-10T06:30:00.000-08:00

I don't understand my parent....AT ALL

Tomorrow is supposed to be their anniversary but they had a huge row tonight! Abah as always is the cause. I mean, seriously, sometimes Abah likes to act like he cares when he actually wanted people to think he's good...People can hear him on the phone for god sake no need to shout out what he wanted to say for so many frickin' times. And he kept on pestering mama to call her relatives to 'ask how they're doin' when he himself didn't even call his niece when her son died. He likes to embarrass mama and bossed us around. Other than his jobs, he barely does any work at home....I wish my dad is more of a daddy figure and husband figure~

I'm not sure if he's a good role model after all (except for his brain). I wonder how mama can stand him. Of course he got his good quality but he sure need to dispose all of those stupid behavior....

Why is my only dad is like this?????

The tears~

2011-10-25T19:34:00.000-07:00

はい　はい、
おはようございます～

Actually, right now, I really feel like crying. I don't know why....I want to hug someone, I want to let my tears out....I want to shout and scream, I want to release all these worries and troubles I've been feeling inside.

What if I don't do well,
What if I dissapoint my parents,
what if I fail~
What if everyone dislike me....
What if all my effort are just a pice of crap?
what if? what if?
I kept asking these question to myself....
I don't want any of this to happen~

D.A.M.N

2011-10-06T04:30:00.000-07:00

おはよう

ｍ（＿－＿）ｍ　＊bow

Stress.....so MANY assignments to be done n so MANY money had been spend on books.....
Japanese: RM58 + RM15(i dun mind cuz I love it)
Entrepreneurship: RM70 (WTH???? I'm only using it for a semester n who knows until which of my next life will I ever use it...sheesh.....)
Phonetics n Phonology: RM115
Psycholinguistic:RM15
Literature: RM 21.50

Oh, and talk about assignment, sheesh...I'm through with showing draft to people...I've been working hard on it, and all I get was an ok + unconvinced face...Like I mess my draft....

I'm not gonna change my draft and I dun care anymore about the marks...I feel like crying...at least give me a feedback rather than just an unconvinced ok....

Anyway, said something stupid t'day....thanks to my 'ckp main lepas je' attitude of mine....

Tonites gonna be juz me, RM and my assignment....oh, btw, I love PHONETICS CLASS TODAY¬ Remind me of my Asasians day
I guess that's all for t'day...

Cherry Cheerful¬

2011-09-30T22:39:00.000-07:00

おはよ～

私和　ｱｸﾗ　です～
どうぞう、よろしくおねがいします～ (just a little japanese¬)

Anyway, t'day I'm feeling Joy n 'cute' ¬
Don't know why...Just am¬
Although so many assignments to finish! I can't even curse even if I want to because I'm super happy for no whatsoever reason.
Stupid ain't I?
Well, どうしよう、I'm just feeling extremely dorky + cheerful ....(seriously this post has no motives at all...just as a mean to express my feeling¬ wee!)

Anyway, FESKAB was canceled...and of course I was pissed. At least this morning. I'd be home if it weren't for the late announcement...it's mama's birthday tomorrow! Mama ok¬

But I'm gonna make sure I called her tomorrow! I hope I'll be the first...If I could, I'd call her this midnight, but she'd be sleeping by then and early morning is her busy time, so we couldn't talk much. I'll just make sure I wish her tomorrow ...

Anyway, I guess that's all randomness for today¬ Wish you happy n stay cute¬!
Jaa¬ maata ne¬

Crazy Tuesday~!!!

2011-09-27T22:43:00.000-07:00

おはよう、

だいきらい！！！！！！
Ok, obviously today is not Tuesday...
The title?
It's because starting from next week, Tuesday's gonna be the day you wish you never knew...

What the hell I'm talking about???

8-10 - Literature class
10-1 - Psycholinguistic
2-3 - Phonetics and Phonology
3-5 - BORING Entrepreneurship class

I know!!!! This schedule is just OUT OF THIS WORLD!
By the end of the day I'd be probably out of battery....not even after class...even during class....
I'll be like

in class (gambar nak comel ajew....pardon my randomness of choosing pic....anyway, none of the pic is mine...)

God, let me survive the HELLISH TUESDAY!

Well, that's for t'day's babble
Jaa

The Day When I'll Meet HIM

2011-09-27T03:59:00.000-07:00

Ohayou~

Today's topic.....Single....It's been like almost 21 year of my life n guess what?
I HAVE NEVER BEEN OUT OF THE SINGLE STATUS~

sheesh *rolling eyes
I mean....I might sound desperate but sometimes I REALLY envy those people with boyfriend....
maybe I'm not that attractive given that I'm obese....n not beautiful
Though I won't easily fall in love with someone I don't like....Obviously....I'm not that desperate to end up with whoever is in the line...pish posh
Sadly, there's not even a single person in the line...

Anyway, instead of thinking about that and being desperate, I'd ought to live my life to the fullest and achieve my dream....
You won't die if you don't settle down with someone right...probably lonely...
but, let's think about that later!
For a start, my new dream is to own a pink house with a room wardrobe and lotsa cute elements in it....
Ok...that's wayyyyy too far....I'll just get my dekan first~ LOL

Well, that's my CORETAN for t'day....
I just love being random...
Jaa

Juz Being R.A.N.D.O.M.

2011-09-25T18:42:00.000-07:00

Ohayou,

Juz changed my blog looks and thought of updating my not-so-often-updated blog.
No class t'day...wee~
but it's not all that fun since I have tonnes of assignment to be finish by tonight. But, as u know, I'm really the so called procastinater bertauliah....so I'll probably start at the evening.
1st topic for t'day:

New semester
which means:
new lecturer ~ I am not really fond of this year's lecturer. They all seem very strict...I don't do well with strict lecturer. My motto is "learning should be fun". How the heck do I want to have fun with so many strict lecturer. How am I going to survive this year!!!!!!!

Though, I enjoyed my Japanese class...yeah peps....I manage to grab a hold of THE JAPANESE CLASS I've been dreaming to join~*throw confetti~
It's mecha tanoshii...I can now read a little hiragana....The lect is kind also....Why can't all lect. be like her????

Still at KKM and te cafe is A.W.E.S.O.M.E.....
Cheap nd tasty = what more d'you need...
Nice roommmate...and still hanging around with my TESL cliques...
So, basically since it's just like two week, nothing much happened....

So, let's moved on to the 2nd highlight of the....days?

OPEN HOUSE....nasi dagang + mi rebus tulang + spagetti = heaven....I've put on some weight going back home for just two days...I'm quite happy that many people manage to come. Most of mama's sibs come...and emba spent a night at our house...Too bad, acu n yaya couldn't make it....

Anyway, I enjoyed the weekend although I'm super tired....
Helped mama till 2....and the next day hit the sack at 10....only to be complained by embah for not helping mama....
Duh...it's not my fault...mama slept first and I just happen to follow her....she didn't wake me up after that...
sheesh...sonmetimes, embah expected me to be so anak dara perempuan melayu terakhir which I so can't....sorry to disappoint u~

well, gotta go now...Jaa~

Turning 20

2011-02-15T00:56:00.000-08:00

20,
I'm officially 20 ne on Feb 4 2011.
But FYI, this is the worse birthday ever!
None of my family members care about my birthday and not even a wish form them...
We didn't really celebrate and by the evening, I've lose interest to celebrate my birthday...
I got wish here and there but what I really want is the wish....even just a tiny wish from them...
It's like there's nothing special about my existence....

Yes, I take birthday very seriously...
because that's the only day I feel I'm special...
The next day, I they make it up to me with buying me some fast food, but still...
I didn't get the feeling they're wishing me at all....
They did it with my sis...yet not with me...

I HATE THIS YEAR SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Until now, I still can't talk to them....I might cry when I hear their voice....
Yes, call me whatever...pathetic, stupid and detestable.....
I am like that.....

Aku dah penat~

2011-01-20T16:35:00.000-08:00

After some tiome this tears remained hidden inside this brown eyes of mine, it's finally flowed...
I'm tired...
With everything...
Why is it....
Life seems so hard...
Why is it...
I choose this path~
Why does it seem so easy on everyone yet so hard on me....
Maybe everyone have someone they can turn up to....
Maybe everyone have a shoulder they can cry on
Maybe everyone have a hand that can melt away their tears and stress when being held...
Whereas I,
I don't know who I can depend on to wipe away all this tears...
I always had become the shoulder but when can I have a shoulder to lean on...
Everything is going against me~\

Aku x penah nangis pasal masalah kat U ni dpn mama sbb aku tahu mama cuma akan bebel...Jadi, duka ni kekal terpendam dalam hati je. Mama cuma akan kata kalau x suke, kau tetap kena harung juga sebab ko yang pilih jalan tu....Abah pun same...Apakah sampai mati pun aku kena mengharungi kesedihan berseorangan....\
Sebab aku dah penat~
Aku nak keluar dari segala masalah n tanggungjawab ni~
Tapi, hati aku x pernah bagi....tak kira betapa hancurnya, dia tetap nak aku teruskan...
Tak kira betapa pedihnya, tersiksanya, hati ini akan terus menyokong aku....
menolak aku yg \telah penat: PUSH FORWARD.....
Mungkin aku akan betul2 berhenti apabila hati ni dah penat~
Maybe at that time, this body and this heart will stop and smile,
And says: I've struggled enough in this path of life...It's time for me to stop...Whatever happen after that, I don't know but I can rest now....

I feel like cursing!!!!

2011-01-20T07:44:00.000-08:00

Hai Hai,

I'm too lazy to use hiragana or katakana today~ Guess what~ I'm at the verge of outburst~
I'm seriously angry with certain people who seriously can't make up his mind and make changes and all... Now I have to deal with the people I hate and put on some fake sweet word when honestly I feel like cursing every single bad word at their face!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I like doing all the work but don't make me go through thiskind of hellish work so many times....
Dahla Felo perangai cam harimau~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Excuse me, what's the point of your name as a felo kalau menda camtu pun xle nak tlg student!!!!!!!!!!!! Your power is useless la kalau camtu~

Bukan nak kate ape, aku mula2 mmgla ikhlas wat sume keja ni but as pressure comes, I'm seriously tired and I might be having breakdown later~
that's all~

PS: I'm messaging someone annoying for the sake of this program~ God bless me~

Pink

2010-12-03T03:14:00.001-08:00

灰灰､

おはよ､

(^___<)*wink
No bad things for this post~ Lol

Some of you might be tired of it~ (If there are readers)
I don't care,...My blog n I'll write anything I want no matter how many times I want~
Well, my current obsession (My Jin-ness is still going on~)
Collecting pink items...
I want to be immersed in pink...Pink here and there....pink everywhere....

I bought a pink shades, a pink strawberry purse, a pink-like bed sheet....and now I'm expanding my pink accessories...Not taht I suit it, but I LOVE it...

I'll make Pink as my personality description.
When people hear pink, it'll reminded them of me....

My sis is the red-girl while I'm the pink.
Since I was young, I was always attracted to pink. I choose the pink rangers, and all but my parents don't really like me being in pink...particularly my dad...Wonder why?
Well, not a fan of singer Pink though~

Ok, this post is full of pink since I'm super bored...
Jaa ne~

Now and Then~

2010-12-03T02:18:00.000-08:00

灰灰､

おはよう､

(^_^") It's been a while since I blog....

Well, nowadays, I only blog when I feel sad or hopeless or reminiscing things...
Well, I suddenly starting to think about the path I've chosen so far...
From the moment I got UKM, people kept on bugging me that I've made the wrong choice.
UITM is better than UKM...Even my parents.
At first, I tried to kept myself strong that no matter where I go, as long as I do my best, I can succeed but even my senior is saying the same thing...Give me some support here!
I've chosen it and I need some support here saying, it's ok; whatever you choose...
FYI, choosing is not that easy and making a mistake in choosing...I guess can't help with clumsy people like me.
Anyway, enough with the bad mood...
I don't know, talking about this choices, I'm starting to remember all the things happen in UITM...
Despite:
being alone during lunch-time (most of the time)
issues with some lecturers
College issues
Transport issues
Not fitting in (The reason I always worry on what to wear and all...ended up fail)

Yet,
I love most of the lecturers,
I have college friends which I can rely on
I experience (adventure) going to class
I had fun with the activity in class
I love the library although it is freezing like hell
I love the food that will wait for you even if class finish at 3

Though, here:
No matter how much I feel so lonely at college, I never feel alone during lunch at faculty (except weekend n holiday)
Although I have no roommate, I have classmates that make me laugh the hell out of me
Although the faculty is freaking far, The transport is easy,
Although the food is super 'expensive' n will be finished by 1-2, well...there's no pro in that....
I like some of the lecturer....
I love the fact they didn't really care if our room is a mess

Well, I've made my choice and I have to go through it, right?
At least I have my parents, family, friends, Akanishi, J-boys and my stuffy animals, my laptop, my phone, my accessories, my......................................................................
They will keep me company even when I'm alone and feel lost....
so, I'll just TRY to be strong and follow the path I've chosen....(^_____^)

EMPTY

2010-11-10T01:04:00.000-08:00

灰灰､

おはよう､
( ー_ ー") I'm feeling very empty now...not to mention hungry...
I don't know why but this sudden feeling of emptiness is rushing inside of me. I want to cry and whimper but without a shoulder to cry on, it just won't work. My feeling kept on being locked up inside of me.
Life hasn't been easy lately.
I feel like going out of this world to a place where no one would know me and recreate myself.
I should be thinking about FE now but all the pressure I feel inside ( + laziness) is preventing me from doing so...
I feel that I'm being disliked by the whole world~
I feel that I can't get along with anyone...
In the end I only have myself and a world I created inside of me....
I'm very sensitive...I can't take sarcasticism very well...
I will strat to think a lot when I receive an IM without any emoticons or seems serious...
I know I'm stupid but to be honest....I thought that side of me has lost a few years back but I was wrong I guess....
I'm still the old me...A me who has so many complex....who are too sensitive with things...
I don't intend to brag but it just came out sounded wrongly when I want to convey something,
I don't want to let out a hurtful word but it just came out like that...

I feel that I'm alone in this world...
Tears by tears covering all the laughter I let out....
When I say I want a prince charming, I just want someone to melt my tears away with his/her smile
When I say I want a knight in shining armor, I just want someone to took me away and save me from all this loneliness....
Why is it?
Everything people said hurt me?
Why is my heart so weak?
Why?

I don't know anymore...the reason of my existence...Maybe just to be born and die when the times come....Life...why are you making it hard for me?

ありえない角～！~!

2010-09-15T06:22:00.000-07:00

灰　灰

おはよ
（＞＿＜）Things I hate the most in men/women: Cruelty and SMOKING....
My focus for today~SMOKING!
I think they are super aware on the implications of smoking and the issues it has been on the dangerous of smoking~
There's even scary pictures on the cigarette box( seriously, I don't understand the cigarette producer: konon nak dedahkan keburukan merokok tyapi jual juga...hmmph~) How can they smoke so freely after seeing the pics everytime they open the box. I mean, Ice cream Malaysia pun lagi sedap (not making any sense here~)
The problem is, kalau nak mati sorang2 hisap rokok, punya pasal korgla but when it comes to passive smokers and the effct on the innocent, it's = cruelty....
+if anything happen to them due to smoking, didn't theyb think about how their loved ones feel like?
I'm not trying to be rude but it's a waste of money when you know the consequences->keep on smoking->effected by the smoking habit->want to do treatment...
You know it yet sendiri cari pasal...
Worst, is for people who had just cured from the sickness yet kept on smoking~
I love bad boy but I hate smokers....Smoking DOES NOT makes you COOL....
I'm a bit emo about this coz my beloved family members are involved with smoking....Luckily mama+abah+my sibs are free from all this evil thing...I can't hate them for that but I despise each cigarettes they consume...even in form 3...what a tragic start of life....
Well, I don't hate the people who smoke but maybe the producer of cigarette or the founder/inventor of cigarettes....
Jin Akanishi himself smoke~
My point is not to bash smokers but to tell them that smoking comes with no benefit...
SO STOP SMOKING PEOPLE~
P:S: SORRY TO THE PEOPLE WHO IS HURT BY MY POST~I HAVE NO INTENTION TO HURT YOU GUYS...JUST GIVING OUT A PIECE OF MY MIND~
I guess that's all~
じゃ　ね～

Maybe I'll never WILL

2010-09-10T04:56:00.000-07:00

灰　灰

おはよ～
（＾。＾”）
It was a tiring raya~
Well, not really~
Anyway, let's get to our main topic....
I know I always dreamt n talk about marriage and boyfriend,
I always said I wanted a Tsundere boyfriend like in manga or drama...
Now, due to factors of:
~how my dad always treat my mum (scolding, using bad words on her) I'm scared that I'll end up like my mum...
~how my dad always use bad words to anyone no matter who, I hate that kind of guys....
~how many of my friends were heartbroken, I'm scared to be hurt
~how my friends boyfriend treat them, it's awful to even see them
~how divorce happen here and there, I scared I'll lose the feeling of love after marriage....

Why does life always filled with complicated things...
Does love exist for someone like me?????
Maybe I'll never find my happiness I've been longing for~

HIMEGYARU~

2010-08-25T17:23:00.000-07:00

Kyaa~!!

I think i've just falled more and more fond of hime-gyaru fashion. The pinkness n cuteness just fluttered me....and make me go head over heels on them...How I wish I'm beautiful enough to try wearing those~Anyway, let the pics exlain their cuteness....

I want to own all of these~!!


A pink Toilet~!!!

That's all...

PS: Sorry for the boring update...I just couldn't stop myself from posting about this~!

A BLASTIN EVENIGHT

2010-08-24T14:42:00.000-07:00

灰灰、

おはよ

（＾ｗ＾）～Yesterday was superb. After class at 6.30, Fana, Luqman, Peng, Samm and Ika invited me to break fast together. It's been quite a while since I break fast with this many people.First, I refused to go coz I don't want to exchange zon3 bus alone. It's scary at night. Then they said they'll exchange it with me so I don't have to worry~
I found my fav Lauk: Pucuk Ubi masak lemak n of course my fav drink~Lime Juice....It's cheap~!!!!Luqman bought us a MURTABAK which is quite good. Good food+beautiful hut/gazebo+crazy friend=FUN!!!
We took pics, shoot a video which is so stupid coz we couldn't stop laughing. GOSH....

On the way back was also crazy. In the bus, we can't stop laughing....even on our way to PTSL bus stop. We actually screamed and ran when we cross the road. So typical of me~!Well, at the bus stop guess what? More laughing...and we share the experience of drinking a tea that Luqman had wipe his sweat with on the plastic....Euww...salty...LOL...(Kiddin: about the salty part~!)

I'm too write anything more....
Kisses n Hugs

じゃ　ね～！

2010-08-11T05:48:00.000-07:00

Well, this is so not worth of my usual hai hai or ohayo~!
I'm totally furious to that someone...
I actually know the real meaning of backstabbers or 'friend' now.
Everything must be about you~! WHY? Everything must follow your way. WHY?
I know I'm not as great as you but still, it doesnt give you the right to do everything your way!
I know what kind of people you are.
Clinging to me when there's problem and act like a total nobody when I need help....
Well, thanks for making me a hypocrite n a liar coz u know what?
I can only smile to you when I saw you coz I a,ready hate you and smiling may prevent me from detesting you~!!!!!!!!

Luck Hates Me

2010-07-27T23:04:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo~!
Lot's of things happen which I'm too lazy to blog. LOL...Lazy is like my middle name.
Ok, Joking although now I feel like bursting into tears. Like I said in my FB, I'm not superstitious but luck is not really on my side.
Just now, I stumbled and actually injured my both my leg. The left knee is wounded....and it hurts everytime something touches it a.k.a. the skirt I'm wearing. The right foot is swollen which make it hard for me to walk. When I say hurt I meaN DAMN, HELLISHLY, TOTALLY, ULTIMATELY HURT when I stand. Now I'm walking like some pregnant woman who has a swollen feet...I called mama just now and she feared that it might be fracture...God please NO! I don't want to end up walking with sticks or cement at my leg. How to ride bus?????Ugly you know. Dahla jatuh in front of a lot of crowds....All eyes on me....Minta2 bkn FEdu punya budak.....
Apart from that I have tonsils but is probably getting better esp after I start eating Difflams...
Still no roommmate.....=_="
Well, I don't have any ideas to write anything else, so...that's all 4 now...
Jaa ne~!

I HATE YOU!

2010-07-17T19:21:00.000-07:00

Jin,
Your success in your career is one of the happiest thing for me..
You achieving your dream lit the hope in me to actually strive for mine too,
Yet, I can't believe selfishness took over everything...
I'm starting to hate you for that....

Jin,
It's true I started to like you not as Jin of KAT-TUN,
Yet,
I started to love you for your attitude with the KAT-TUN...
The way the KAT-TUN members express your personality and all...
The funny way you interacted with the members,
The better personality you have sometimes over the other members....

Jin,
It's not I despise your solo work,
But I feel that your withdrawal might washed away some of your fan who's against this solo work of yours.
I myself like you better as the member of KAT-TUN than Akanishi Jin.
I don't want a KAT-TUN without Akanishi and I don't want Akanishi without KAT-TUN....
Please reconsider the disbandment of yours from the group I really love.....

Jin,
ever since you debut solo, I've got a feeling this'll happen which is one of the reason why I hate you being westernize and going solo....
I know you'll enjoy it...
Nothing's wrong with it but still....
You are already great as Akanishi the A of KAT-TUN....

TO BE CONTINUED~

Outing~!!!

2010-07-17T19:09:00.000-07:00

灰　灰

おはよ～！

～～にゃ～
Ｙｅｓｔｅｒｄａｙ　ｗａｓ　ａ　ｔｏｔａｌ　ｂｌａｓｔ．　Ｉ　ｗｅｎｔ　ｏｕｔ　ｗｉｔｈ　Ａｃｕ　ｎ　Ａｍｍａｒ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｈｏｌｅ　ｅｖｅｎｉｎｇ．　Ｉ　ｈａｄ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｆｉｎｉｓｈｅｄ　ｂｕｙｉｎｇ　ｌｕｎｃｈ　ｗｈｅｎ　Ａｃｕ　ｔｅｘｔｅｄ　ｍｅ　ｓａｙｉｎｇ　ｓｈｅ　ｗａｎｔｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｉｎｖｉｔｅ　ｍｅ　ｏｕｔ　ｆｏｒ　ｌｕｎｃｈ　ｓｉｎｃｅ　ｍｙ　ｃｏｕｓｉｎ　Ａｍｍａｒ　ｗｉｌｌ　ａｌｓｏ　ｂｅ　ｃｏｍｉｎｇ　ｏｖｅｒ．　

Ｉ　ｗｅｎｔ　ｔｏ　ｍｙ　ｒｏｏｍ　ａｎｄ　ｇｏｔ　ｒｅａｄｙ．　Ｉ　ａｔｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｌｕｎｃｈ　ｆｉｒｓｔ　ｃｏｚ　Ｉ　ｆｅｌｔ　ｔｈａｔ　ｉｔ’ｌｌ　ｂｅ　ｒｕｉｎ　ｂｙ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｉｍｅ　Ｉ　ｃａｍｅ　ｂａｃｋ．　Ｓｏ，　ぁぁぁぁぁぁ。。。ふふふふ。。。。（＞＿＜）Ｉ　ｗａｉｔｅｄ　ｆｏｒ　ａｌｍｏｓｔ　ａｎ　ｈｏｕｒ．．．Ｌｕｃｋｉｌｙ　Ｉ’ｍ　ａ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｐａｔｉｅｎｔ　ｐｅｒｓｏｎ．．．．ふふふふ

ﾆｬ~Ｉ　ｗｅｎｔ　ｔｏ　ＷＡＲＴＡ　ｆｉｒｓｔ　ｔｏ　ｂｕｙ　ｓｏｍｅ　ｎｅｅｄｓ　ａ．ｋ．ａ．　ｆｏｏｄ　ｎ　ｗｈａｔｅｖｅｒ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｃａｌｌ　ｔｈａｔ　ｔｈｉｎｇ　ｙｏｕ　ｕｓｅ　ｔｏ　ｈａｎｇ　ｙｏｕ　ｕｎｄｉｅｓ．　Ａｌｌ　ｓｐｏｎｓｏｒｅｄ　ｂｙ　Ａｃｕ．Ｔｈｅｎ　ｗｅｎｔ　ｆｏｒ　ａｎｏｔｈｅｒ　ｌｕｎｃｈ　～にゃ～（＝＾＿＾＝）ａｔ　Ｖｉｌｌａｇｅ　Ｖｉｅｗ．　Ｉ　ａｔｅ　Ｎａｓｉ　Ｇｏｒｅｎｇ　Ａｙａｍ．　

Ｔｈｅｎ　ｗｅ　ｗｅｎｔ　ｔｏ　Ａｌａｍａｎｄａ　Ｐｕｔｒａｊａｙａ　ｃｏｚ　Ａｍｍａｒ　ｎｅｅｄｅｄ　ａ　ｈａｉｒｃｕｔ．　Ｗｅ　ｗａｉｔｅｄ　ａｎ　ｈｏｕｒ　ｃｏｚ　ｔｈｅ　Ｊａｎｔｚｅｎ　ｏｒ　ｗｈａｔｅｖｅｒ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｃａｌｌ　ｔｈａｔ　ｓａｌｏｏｎ　ｗａｓ　ｆｕｌｌ．　Ｓｏ　ｗｅｎｔ　ａｒｏｕｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｈｏｐｐｉｎｇ　ｍａｌｌ，　Ａｃｕ　ｂｏｕｇｈｔ　ｓｏｍｅ　ｃｌｏｔｈｅｓ．　Ａｆｔｅｒ　ｔｈｅ　ｈａｉｒｃｕｔ，　Ａｃｕ　ｂｌａｎｊｅ　ｍｅ　ａｔ　ｔｈｅ　Ｓｔａｒｂｕｃｋ．　Ｆｉｒｓｔ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｄｒｉｎｋｉｎｇ　ｔｈｅｒｅ．　Ｉ　ｅｖｅｎ　ｆｏｒｇｏｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｎａｍｅ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｄｒｉｎｋ　Ｉ　ｏｒｄｅｒｅｄ　ｃｚ　ｔｈｅ　ｎａｍｅ　ｉｓ　ｔｏｏ　ｌｏｎｇ．．．．ＬＯＬ．．．．．

Ｌａｔｅｒ，　ｗｅｎｔ　ｔｏ　ａ　ｌａｎｄｓｃａｐｅ　ｅｘｈｉｂｉｔｉｏｎ　ｃａｌｌｅｄ　ＦＬＯＲＩＡ　ａｔ　Ｐｕｔｒａｊａｙａ．
すごい～！Ｉｔ　ｗａｓ　ｓｏ　ｂｅａｕｔｉｆｕｌ．　Ａｍｍａｒ　ｂｏｕｇｈｔ　ａ　ｆｅｗ　ｐｏｔｔｅｄ　ｐｌａｎｔｓ　ｆｏｒ　ｈｉｓ　ｐｒｏｊｅｃｔ　ａｎｄ　ｏｆｆ　Ｉ　ｇｏ　ｂａｃｋ　ｔｏ　ｍｙ　ｃｏｌｌｅｇｅ　ｃｏｚ　Ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ａ　ｍｅｅｔｉｎｇ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｔｈｅ　ａｃａｄｅｍｉｃ　ｓｅｃｒｅｔａｒｉａｔ．　

Ｇｕｅｓｓ　ｗｈａｔ？（＾＜＞＾＊）／　ｔｈｅ　ｓｅｃｒｅｔａｒｙ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ａｃａｄｅｍｉｃ　ｓｅｃｒｅｔａｒｉａｔ　ｉｓ．．．．づんづん　づん。。。。ｍｅ！！！Ａｃｔｕａｌｌｙ　ｎｏｔ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｈａｐｐｙ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｔｈｅ　ｒｅｓｕｌｔ　ｃｏｚ　ｓｅｃｒｅｔａｒｙ＝ｂｕｓｙ　（＿－＿）　ｂｕｔ　Ｉ’ｍ　ｇｏｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｄｏ　ｍｙ　ｂｅｓｔ～！！！がんばります～！

Ｔｈａｔ’ｓ　ａｌｌ　４　ｎｏｗ！￥

じゃ　ね～！

矢田～！

2010-07-16T19:00:00.000-07:00

灰　灰

おはよ！

にゃ～！！！！（Ｔ＿Ｔ）Ｉ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｒｅａｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｎｅｗｓ　ｔｈａｔ　Ａｋａｎｉｓｈｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｗｉｔｈｄｒａｗ　ｆｒｏｍ　ＫＡＴ－ＴＵＮ．．．ｉｔ’ｓ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｉｎ　ｐｌａｎｎｉｎｇ　ｙｅｔ　ｉｔ’ｓ　ａ　５０％　ｃｈａｎｃｅ　ｓｉｎｃｅ　ｍｙ　ＪＩＮ　ｉｓ　ｔｏｏ　ｏｂｓｅｓｓｅｄ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｗｅｓｔｅｒｎ　ｍｕｓｉｃ．．．．

Ｔｈｅｙ　ｓａｉｄ　ｔｈｅ　Ａ　ｉｎ　ＫＡＴ－ＴＵＮ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔｅｄ　ｂｙ　ＫＡｍｅ　ｎａｍｅ．．．やだ！！！！
Ｊｉｎ　ｉｓ　Ｊｉｎ　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ＫＡＴ－ＴＵＮ　ａｎｄ　Ｉ　ｆａｌｌ　ｆｏｒ　ｈｉｍ　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｈｅ’ｓ　ａ　ＫＡＴ－ＴＵＮ．．．（ａ　ｐａｒｔ　ｏｆ　ｉｔ）．．．Ｉ　ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｗａｎｔ　ｈｉｍ　ｔｏ　ｇｏ　ｓｏｌｏ！！！！

Ｉ’ｍ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｓｔａｒｔ　ｔｏ　ｈａｔｅ　ｈｉｍ　ｉｆ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｃｏｎｔｉｎｕｅｓ　ｏｎ．．．．ｂｕｔ　ｆｏｒ　ｎｏｗ，　Ｉ’ｌｌ　ｋｅｅｐ　ｂｅｌｉｅｖｉｎｇ　ｉｎ　ｈｉｍ．　

Ｅｎｏｕｇｈ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｈｏｃｋｉｎｇ　ｎｅｗｓ．．．ｔｏｄａｙ　Ｉ’ｍ　ａｌｌ　ａｌｏｎｅ　ａｇａｉｎ　ｉｎ　ｍｙ　ｒｏｏｍ　ｄｏｉｎｇ　ａｂｓｏｌｕｔｅｌｙ　ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ　ａｃｃｅｐｔ　ｏｎｌｉｎｉｎｇ．．．
Ｌａｓｔ　ｎｉｇｈｔ　Ｚｕｒａ　ｓｌｅｐｔ　ａｔ　ｍｙ　ｒｏｏｍ．

Ｈａｖｅ　ａ　ｓｅｃｒｅｔａｒｉａｔ　ｍｅｅｔｉｎｇ　ｔｏｎｉｇｈｔ！Ａｂｇ　Ｈｉｚｗａｎ　ｎｉ　ｘ　ｔａｕ　ｋｅ　ａｒｉｎｉ　ｒａｍａｉ　ｏｒｇ　ｂａｌｉｋ．．．ｈａｉｓｈ．．．．Ｗｅｌｌ，　ｓｉｎｃｅ　Ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ　ｇｏｉｎｇ　ｏｎ　ｓｏ　Ｉ’ｍ　ｇｕｅｓｓｉｎｇ　Ｉ’ｌｌ　ｇｏ．

Ｉ　ｇｕｅｓｓ　ｔｈａｔ’’ｓ　ａｌｌ　ｆｏｒ　ｎｏｗ～！
じゃ　ね～！

lonely......

2010-07-15T18:52:00.000-07:00

灰　灰、

おはよ～！

Ｈｏｗ’ｓ　みんな～！

Ｙｅｓｔｅｒｄａｙ　ｗａｓ　ａ　ｌｏｎｇ　ｄａｙ　ａｎｄ　ｌｏｔｓ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｉｎｇｓ　ｈａｐｐｅｎｅｄ．　

Ｉ　ｍｅｔ　Ｅｚｚａ，　Ｍｅｇａｔ，　Ｌｙｅａ　ａｎｄ　Ａｐｉｚｚ　ｙｅｓｔｅｒｄａｙ．．．ｈａｈａ　Ｅｚｚａ　ｎ　ｍｅ　ｗａｓ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｈｕｇｇｉｎｇ　ａｎｄ　ａｈ　ｕｈ　ａｈ　ｕｈ．．．．ｓｕｍｅｒ　ｎａｋ　ｃｉｔｅｒ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｔｕ．．．　～にゃ～

Ａｐｉｚｚ　ｗａｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｕｓｕａｌ　ａｎｎｏｙｉｎｇ　ａｐｉｚｚ　ｃａｌｌｉｎｇ　ｍｅ　ｂａｎｄ　５　ｓｔｕｄｅｎｔ．．．ＬＯＬ

Ｗｅ　ｓａｔ　ｔｏｇｅｔｈｅｒ　ｉｎ　ｃｌａｓｓ　ｂｕｔ　ｓｉｎｃｅ　ｔｈｅｉｒ　ｌｅｃｔｕｒｅｒ　ｗａｎｔｓ　ｔｏ　ｍｅｅｔ　ｔｈｅｍ，　Ｉ　ｌｅｆｔ　ｅａｒｌｙ．　

Ｉ　ｗｅｎｔ　ｆｏｒ　Ｊ－ｉｎｆｏｒａｃｅ　ａｔ　ｎｉｇｈｔ．　Ｍｅｔ　ｗｉｔｈ　Ｍｅｇａｔ．　Ｉ　ｄｉｄｎ’ｔ　ｗｉｎ　ｂｕｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｉｎｎｅｒｓ　ｇａｖｅ　ａｗａｙ　ｔｈｅｉｒ　ｐｒｉｃｅ　ｆｏｒ　ｕｓ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｗｅ　ａｒｒｉｖｅｄ　ｂａｃｋ　ａｔ　ｃｏｌｌｅｇｅ．　Ｉ　ｇｏｔ　ａ　ｈｕｇｅ　ｂｏｔｔｌｅ　ｏｆ　ｄｒｉｎｋｓ　ａｎｄ　ｓｏｍｅ　ｓｎａｃｋｓ．．．ｈａｈａ．．．ｓｏ　ｋｉｎｄ～にゃ～

もう～　Ｍｙ　ｒｏｏｍｍａｔｅ　ｍｏｖｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｏｔｈｅｒ　ｃｏｌｌｅｇｅ．．．ｓｏ，　Ｉ’ｍ　ａｌｏｎｅ　ａｔ　ｍｙ　ｒｏｏｍ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｔｏｄａｙ（～＿～）

ＩＩｔ　ｗａｓ　ｈａｒｄ　ｔｏ　ｓｌｅｅｐ　ａｔ　ｆｉｒｓｔ　ｂｕｔ　ａｆｔｅｒ　ｍａｍａ　ｃａｌｌｅｄ　ｍｅ，　Ｉ　ｆｅｌｔ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｂｅｔｔｅｒ．．．
Ｂｔｗ，　Ｉ　ｍａｎａｇｅ　ｔｏ　ｆｉｌｌ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｂｌｏｃｋ　１５　ｆｏｒｍ．．．やった～！

Ｗｅｌｌ，　ｈａｖｅ　ａ　ｍｅｅｔｉｎｇ　ｔｏｎｉｇｈｔ　ａｔ　Ｄｅｗａｎ　Ｂｅｓａｒ　ｆｏｒ　ｔｈｅ　ＰＰＰ　ｗｈａｔｓｏｅｖｅｒ．．．

Ｉ　ｇｕｅｓｓ　ｔｈａｔ’ｓ　ａｌｌ　ｆｏｒ　ｎｏｗ，
じゃ　ね～！

NYA~!!!!

2010-07-14T18:15:00.000-07:00

灰　灰

おはよ～！
みんあ　げんき　ですか？
Ｌａｓｔ　ｎｉｇｈｔ　ｗａｓ　ｓｕｐｅｒ　ｔｉｒｉｎｇ．

Ｆｉｒｓｔ，　Ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ａ　ｍｅｅｔｉｎｇ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｓｅｃｒｅｔａｒｉａｔ　ｏｆ　ａｃａｄｅｍｉｃ　ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｌａｓｔ　ｏｎｌｙ　ｆｏｒ　ａ　ｓｈｏｒｔ　ｗｈｉｌｅ．Ａｂａｎｇ　Ｈｉｚｗａｎ　ｉｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｌｅａｄｅｒ．．．ｓｏ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｆｏｒ　ｆａｔｅ．．．ｈａｈａ

Ｉ　ｗａｓ　ｏｒｄｅｒｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｇｏ　ｔｏ　ａ　ｃｏｕｒｓｅ　ｔｏｎｉｇｈｔ　ａｔ　８　ｔｏ　ＰＴＳＬ～にゃ～めんどくさい～！！！

Ａｆｔｅｒ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｅｃｒｅｔａｒｉａｔ　ｍｅｅｔｉｎｇ，　Ｉ　ｈａｎｇ　ａｒｏｕｎｄ　ａｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｃａｆｅ　ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ　ｆｏｒ　ｔｈｅ　ｃｌｏｃｋ　ｔｏ　ｓｔｒｉｋｅ　９．３０．．．．ｈａｖｅ　ａ　Ｓａｎｇｇａｒ　Ｅｍａｓ　ｍｅｅｔｉｎｇ．．．Ｗｈａｔ　ｈａｖｅ　Ｉ　ｇｏｔ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ　ｉｎｔｏ．．．ｂｅｉｎｇ　ａｃｔｉｖｅ　ａｎｄ　ａｌｌ．　Ｇｏｄ　ｐｌｅａｓｅ　ｈｅｌｐ　ｍｅ　ｔｏ　ｓｕｒｖｉｖｅ　ｕｎｉｖｅｒｓｉｔｙ　ｌｉｆｅ．　Ｄｕｅ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｍｅｅｔｉｎｇ，　Ｉ　ｄｉｄｎ’ｔ　ｅｖｅｎ　ｇｏ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　Ｆｅｌｏ　ｍｅｅｔｉｎｇ　ｌａｓｔ　ｎｉｇｈｔ　ａｎｄ　ｎｏｗ　Ｉ’ｍ　ｓｃａｒｅｄ　ｗｈａｔ’ｌｌ　ｈａｐｐｅｎ　ｔｏ　ｍｅ．．．．Ｉ’ｍ　ｓｏ　ｄｅａｄ　（ｘ＿ｘ）

Ａｎｙｗａｙ，　ｔｈｅ　ａｂｇ２　ｎ　ｋａｋａｋ２　ｏｆ　Ｓａｎｇｇａｒ　Ｅｍａｓ　ｓｏｍｅ　ｌｏｏｋｓ　ｆｕｎ　ｂｕｔ　ｓｏｍｅ　ａｒｅ　ｔｅｒｒｉｆｙｉｎｇ．．．Ｈｏｐｅ　Ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｍｉｎｇｇｌｅ　ｗｅｌｌ．　

ＮＮｏ　ｃｌａｓｓ　ｔｏｄａｙ　ｕｎｔｉｌ　４．．．．ｓｏ，　ｂｅｔｔｅｒ　ｏｐｅｎ　ｓｏｍｅ　ｂｏｏｋｓ　ａｎｄ　ｒｅａｄ～！！

Ｔｈａｔ’ｓ　ａｌｌ　４　ｎｏｗ，
じゃ　ね～！

So far so good~!!!

2010-07-14T02:04:00.000-07:00

灰　灰

おはよ～！

ニャ～！I'm at my room now. Yes, at my room in Kolej Keris Mas~! \（＝＾０＾＝）/...

So far I'm quite impressed with the facilities and all....twice better than Mawar although I have to admit Mawar looks better.

The food is super cheap～ニャ～ (at the college is far more cheap than at the faculty) I can get Rice+chicken+veggies with the sambal I just fall in love with for RM3.50...

The bus system is quite punctual so I'm quite impressed. Though I'm in culture shock coz here, everything must be handled ourselves...

I went to Pusaneka this evening with Zura to take our matrics card but dare I say it looks totally dull...as on accept the picture everything is black and white...(=_=|||)Oh. yeah, I met Megat an Apizzz....God they're still the Megat n Bdk Comel I knew during asasi...Apizz is still teasing me on band 5....LOL

I bought a computer cover or whatever they call it at the PC fair for RM15...It's cheap and PINK~!!!!やった～！！(＊０＊）すごい～！

もう～ Tonight have a secretariat meeting for sekretariat akademik.....No friends to tag along coz we all choose differentx2 exco~....

Anyway, I guess that's all for today,

じゃ　ね~!!!

MMP ukm

2010-07-11T23:51:00.000-07:00

灰　灰

おはよ～！！！

P:s: Will update PICS later...

Minggu MMP kat sini mmg gila...penuh dgn kepenatan yet sgt best...Sangat berbeza dr Uitm dulu..not that I hate UITM...UITM tetap di hati....

Day 1:

Pukul 2 dh tiba di KOLEJ KERIS MAS. Memang mula2 nampak Mawar lg cantik...haha...Anyway, after daftar segala, masuk bilik die...Besar ~esp almari dia...Katil die pun best since I yg first masuk dlm bilik tu so I choose katil yang tinggi and tebal....huhu...Mama tolong kemaskan segala barang2 n then maksu datng bawa beberapa keperluan lain. Die bw extension, hanger, bakul...Lepas 2, pukul 4.30 dh kena turun duduk dlm dewan ikut kumpulan masing2...I dpt kumpulan P. Paki baju sukan. Die suruh pilih masuk sama ade kumpulan kebudayaan, sukan atau debat...since aku adalh mcm xde harapan dlm sukan or debate, kebudayaan la jwbnye...masuk sanggar emas a.k.a. teater...Malam, kitorang blja cheers n tepuk keris mas...

KERIS MAS~!!! MANTOP~!

pastu blja lagu ketahuan version KKM...:
dari awal aku x pernah percaya kata-katamu,
kerana ku hanya melihat semua dr bajumu,
terakhir kau bilang padaku,
kau mahu kalahkan aku,
tetapi ternyata kolejmu sentiasa di belakangku,
saat ku melihatmu,
kau sedang bersedihan dgn PC mu, macam jambu...
wo'oh, kamu ketahuan...
nak lawan lg dgn kolejku,
sorakmu merapu,
aku x heran,
kerna ku tahu
Keris mas no 1~~!!!

2nd day:
First day pergi fakulti...x secantikIntec tapi nampak okla...nyaman je....Jauh gila nak gi fac...kalau tinggal bas, jalan kaki la jwbnye...haishhh.....Abg Danish+Abg Hizwan +Kak Zubaidah jd PC kitorang gi Fac....Dekan die sporting gila w/pun gaya datin habis...siap ade sesi fot lg ngan drg...Penyearas die lagilala..ya allah, cool gila for a woman in her 50's....Lepas tu pergi Masjid utk Zuhur...btw, aku jumpa 4 org kwn in tesl...klas tesl cuma ade stu je n guess what lelaki cuma 2 org je...Anyway, pas solat, kitorang kena bratur gi DECTAR...Aku lupa bw selendang...Nasib baik abg izzat x marah...Pastu ade casting watak...dapat watak suara latar heroin....Malam sambung blaja cheers...masa ni byk gila cheers kena hafal...FYI, KKM (actually all college) sangat pentingkan cheers....Tidur pukul 3 pagi n bgn pukul 4.20 sbb 5.30 dh kena ade kat bilik konvensyen utk solat subuh...

3rd day: Daftar kat Kolej secara online n balik kolej awal...since ramai lagi fac x blk, kitorang kena pergi dewan blaja cheers...yang plg best tepuk wika waka...haha....masa tu sket org tapi berjaya menggegarkan dewan...cewahhh!~Malnganya, mlm tu kitorang x wat cheers btul2 masa kat dectar so kena basuh mlm tu....semua pljar buat kesalahan kena panggil ke dpn n until die puas hati pesalah kuar, kitorang kenala bersepara duduk dkt lbh 15 minit...siksa~!!!!Abg izzat la yg basuh habis-habisan...mase tu aku mmg benci gila dowh ngan die....masa tu jela...lps tu rasa cam ok je die....dahla esok sukan, mlm tu kaki rasa nak putus...

4th day: Sukan day~! Not much to talk about accept kolej Keris Mas Juara Keseluruhan Sukan antara kolej...ktrang menag emas utkk bola sepak, sepak takraw x ingat dah..anyway, sjk mnang tu, drg layan kitorang baik semcam...hahah...slalu surh lari..tetiba mlm tu, die kata, jgn lari...jalan je...haha....

5th day: Hari malang utk aku...ade je x kena...nak terjtuhla..nila, itula...malam tu sheikh muszaphar dtg...dptla tgk die dr dkt since aku duduk dkat ngan tepi...die ajar byk benda....die baik sgt mlm tu....pastu balik bdk2 lain kena basuh lg skali psl cheers whereas aku n bdk sanggar emas dikecualikan secara haram..haha...kitorang lpak kat bilik seminar 1 practice drama....
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6th: Malam kebudayaan n of course the best part:PERANG DECTAR a.k.a. Perang Cheers. Sape keluar dulu from dewan die klh....Kitoang berjaya kalahkan kolej za'ba...huhu...Perang Dectar tu atas risisko sendiri....PC pusat suruh kitorang tinggalkan dewan, tutup lampu segala tp kitorang wat x au...hyaha...last2, balik kolej jln kaki pukul 3 pagi...sbnarnye xnak bliktpp PC kate xpe....diorang dh puas hati...

7th: Hari persembahan teater...sakit tekak n demam.....Last day with the great PC....TSK TSK.....

I had loads of fun during the mmp week thanks to all the PC. The food was superb....It willl be an unforgettable experience.....

Jaa ne~!!!

Happy Birthday Akanishi~!

2010-07-03T16:45:00.000-07:00

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おはよ～！

誕生日おめでとう　　赤西　仁～～！！！！

Happy Birthday, Akanishi~!!! You're 26 this year. May you always shine with smiles and blessings. I wish he'll smile more often and will be active once again in KAT-TUN....Oh yeah, I also wished for his success in his upcoming tour...

Anyway, apart from Akanishi's birthday on 4th July, it's also the day for my entrance of University....怖い意～！

I'm totally not ready~!!!

I'll be in UKM at 2 which means and I guess I'll be getting high place in the building....売る性～！
Today might also be the last day for me to online for the meantime...though with celom mobile I can still update my status....

I guess that's all for now...

じゃ　根～！！！

うれしい~!

2010-07-03T03:40:00.000-07:00

灰　灰

おはよ～！

にゃ～！！！
Just came back from shopping.

I bought 2 jeans, a pink umbrella, a pin and a new laptop lock thingy~!

So tiring. Now I'm drinking honey slurpee... For god sake, it's totally まずい。。。　I would never buy it again...

Just read the new ARENA but nothing interesting accept a bad news on 二宮. Nino's accident which is so yesterday news. I'm going to cut out his beautiful picture though....as an inspiration. Got to finish my packing tonight~にゃ～

I guess that's all for today,
じゃ　ね～！

Less Privacy~!

2010-07-02T20:55:00.000-07:00

灰　灰

おはよ

ヤバイ～！！（ｘ－ｘ）Dead~
Abah just asked me how to make a facebook account！！！！！

He just made it and just wait...when he's pro at FB, he'll know each and every secret of me. やだ～やだ～　にゃ(＝>x

So now, I need to watch out what I write. ふ～ふ～ふ～

Wonder if Abah will add me...haha

That's all 4 now~!

じゃ　ね～！

Random 2 ～にゃ～

2010-07-02T17:51:00.000-07:00

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おはよ

How are you guys and girls doing?

Yesterday, mama bought me a new pad thing for my laptop. She said it's to prevent water spill like the past incident to happen. However I find it hard to type with this thing on it.

Yesterday, Brazil lost to Netherland. surprising ain't it. I'm rooting for Germany tonight~! がんばってにゃ！

（Ｔ－Ｔ）Today is my last day at home. Tomorrow will be going to UKM.
やだ！！！

I'm so going to miss home and the water and the convinience.....

Well, that's for now,

Ｊじゃ　ね

赤西　仁 = Akanishi Jin( I can spell his name now~!! やった!)

～にゃ～

2010-07-02T04:02:00.000-07:00

灰　灰

おはよ～

Guess what?

I misplaced my USB wire for my phone....I'm such an airhead (-_-;)

Where did I put it?????

I tried onlining using my phone and it totally cost me alot. Should have thought about it first, 面同くさい。。。。If Abah know this, he'll surely kill me. From today, need to save my credits. I still have a month till I can top up...

Mama just called to ask what I wanted to eat but to be honest, I have nothing in mind~にゃ～
Just this afternoon I saw a Domino's pamphlet and dare I say I'm quite attracted by it but now, I only want to eat the blackpepper chicken mama cooked this morning....～おいしそう～ *(^-^)*

Tonight I'm determined to pack at least 70%. My huge luggage maybe I'll do it tomorrow ~にゃ~
Tomorrow's going shopping some more~ to buy some jeans. So lazy~!

Well, I guess that's all for today,
じゃ　ね～！

Random～にゃ～

2010-07-01T20:42:00.000-07:00

灰　灰、

おはよ

How are you guys and girls?
巨和晴れです～（＞ｗ＜）

I'm so bored now so this blog will also be quite boring...haha

I haven't finish packing~にゃ～

Totally lazy~! I felt that the things to be packed is too much...to the extend that I'll be moving out totally from this house. A luggage, a hand luggage, a food container, laptop bag, pail with lotz of toiletries and 3 pillows. Ok, 3 seems to be too indulged but I don't have the heart to leave any of my pillow.

Yesterday was a super boring theory class for driving and I almost ended up sleeping. Though I met a great friend although I'm too stupid for not asking her number or NAME...

I'm fasting today which is my last day of replacing my missed fasting last Ramadhan. やった！！
I guess that's all for today~

じゃ　ね！

Get Away~!

2010-07-01T17:20:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo~!

I still remember that once, Miss Sally told me about a girl who immersed herself in books as a way to escape from her problems. She will hide under her beds reading a book imagining she's in the book everytime she had problems. As for me, I can also immersed myself in books but my get away solution is more to dramas. I can easily become the character of the drama once I watched it. It's not becoming as in acting again but as I watch I felt that I'm the character. That's why I can easily have immediate mood change after watching a drama. If I'm happy but watch a drama with sad endings, my mood for the whole day would be ruin...

Immersing myself in dramas and movies is a great feeling especially when you can feel the happiness and the good feelings the character feels. I wanted to share the feelings with friends and family but I can't convey it like I want them to feel. It's so frustating...

When I watched Rookies ending (Movie), people might see or hear it's normal for them to graduate. However, for me, since I watched them since the very first episodes, I see the changes and the bond between them.It's the same as gokusen. My heart fluttered seeing them actually manage to graduate, and what will their lifes be after this...It's like I'm their teacher. From these kind of dramas also, I am able to see what graduation is like which I can't see here in Malaysia. I mean, for them graduation means you have entred a new world. They have a proper graduation ceremonies.It's the day the student shows great gratitude towards their teacher for 3 years of hard work teaching. It's the day they received their certificates of spending 3 years at school. I might not know a lot about it since I just saw it in dramas and movies but I want to experience graduation like that at least once in my life whether as a teacher or a student.

Well,
Jaa ne~!

To my cute OTOUTO

2010-06-30T01:37:00.000-07:00

I read your blog today....and I'm touched....How mature you've become, how caring you are...
[Gosh, I'm crying]

This is for you:
People look down on you,
People talk bad about you,
Because of you, some look down at the family...
Getting scolded and suspected all the time even by your own parents,
Must be hard ne?
I still remember when at nursery, the teacher scolded you for stealing the chalk at school but you deny saying you found it around...
No one believes you and that hurt me the most....
But I believe you...
Everytime you get sick or scold,
I'm really sad...
I feel like crying....
When I read your blog,
I found out every single thing you want to express...Well, you're not people who'll speak out their true feeling...
I believe what you wrote in your blog is from your deep heart.
I'm sad to read about how stress you are and how sick you feel during your fever,
But the thing that make me sad is how you call your self useless...
U'r never useless in my heart...
Everybody live for a reason and I believe you have your reason to live.
If you're useless, than what's the meaning of all the things you done to your class...
Don't call yourself useless because you play a huge role in my heart. I believe no one is useless....
I'm touched how sincere you were towards expressing your gratitude towards mama and abah...
If only they could see it...
You have feelings after all despite your rude and strong personality..

Anyway,
I will always be with you even if I'm not near you.
I'll always pray for your happiness and your success in whatever you do.
It doesn't matter what people think about us but please don't betray yourself.
Love yourself and prove your self worth...
Chase your dream.
Life doesn't revolve around academics...
Live a great life, Never give up...and believe in yourself even when no one believes you...
I'll always be supporting you,
Because you're my cute little brother...
I love you so much~!!!

P:s- I'M GOING TO MISS YOU ANNOYING ME WHEN I ENTER UNIVERSITY...

Here's a good song for you(only translation though)
The scenery keeps passing by the window, the sight of the unchanged town moves forward
The sakura petals are dancing in the wind of spring, yearning to become stronger

“No matter how much lonely I am, I’ll believe in the road I chose”
The last line of the letter, it sounds just so like him that makes me smile

“Don’t become someone who tells lies”, that’s my father wish
“When you are hurt, it’s better to laugh it off instead of hurting someone else”, that’s my mother love

I remember the clouds floating across that sky, the “me” at that time
Without noticing the pains of others, I concealed my miserable weakness

If I had noticed, I would have known that I was always supported to be able to get here
That’s why this time, it’s my turn to support others

“It’s fine if you can’t see what’s ahead”, my father’s smiling face
“To believe is more easy than to doubt, it’s a good feeling”, my mother’s tears

Goodbye, till the day we meet again
Let me share your anxieties and hopes
Surely the dreams will be granted, so that I will return home with a smile

The true strength
The true freedom
The true love
The true kindness
Though I don’t know for sure, I step forward
“I’ll find the answers myself”, that’s the determination in my heart

The wind of spring sends my feelings, and gently wraps up my tears
Surely the dreams will be granted, so that I will return home with a smile

Goodbye
Though I might get scolded a little
Because I’m always by your side, because I’ll return home with a smile
No matter how much lonely, we’ll keep on going
Because I’ll surely return, these feelings are dancing in the wind
I’ll become your pride

Let's Go

I have no Idea~!!

2010-06-29T18:46:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo~!
Holidays are like less than a week...got to finish my last day of L class tomorrow..(Hate it so much~!)
I wonder why Mama n Abah susah2 hantar gi driving school when I have problems such as:
a) Mabuk kenderaan...Although it doesn't happen often but still....

b) Buta arah...I can't even remember how to go to Intec from UITM if I drive...I suck at directions and maps...I remember once I was supposed to give direction to grandpa's friend since he want to send me to school but we end up gettin lost...

c)I have my mother side genes of bad with cars or transport. My grandma have mabuk kenderaan and my mum is kind of bad at driving...

d)I am easily panic...

Anyway, I have this question dancing around in my head: Ever since I go to driving class, I was picked up and sent. Since I'm sometimes observant, I observe the driver...All of them so break the rule...
no seatbelts and fast driving....macammana nak ajar org kalau sendiri pun x betul...Even the boss of the academy is like that. I was sitting in front next to him. I was kind of nervous that time so I forgot about the seatbelt. At a corner or something, he asked me to put on the seatbelt and he himself put on his....After arrive at a point, while driving, he took off his seatbelt....

Anyway, Jin's back in Japan wearing an awfully fashionless outfit....Too much westerners I guess....Anyway, happy for his comeback and his upcoming July 4th birthday. That's also the day I'll be entering University...
Talking about university, I haven't done my packing and to be honest, I think my stuff are just too much...Too much like you're going to stay there forever....

Well, that's all for today,
Jaa ne~!!

GUYS

2010-06-23T01:05:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo~!
I know now everyone is busy talking about college or university but I don't have anything to write about. It's not I have no interest in it but to be honest, I feel that there is no need to talk about it. What happens happens....I'm really happy with the UPU result although I whine at first....I'm going to strive and do my best...Anyway~, I just finished my medical check up today...On my way back I bought REMAJA. I don't really read this magazine but I'm just super bored at my mum's office so I bought it. Actually my mum's internet at the office block all FUN site accept Blogger....I was looking for CLEO but there's none...This month issue is Edisi Lelaki...
That gives me an idea to talk about Guys...
First is my top 10 guys(In terms of hotness and not ranking that I love):

1ST: Akanishi Jin

2nd: Matsumoto Jun

3rd: Kamenashi Kazuya

4th: Gackt

5th: Oguri Shun

6th: Narimiya Hiroki

7th: Sakurai Sho

8th: Miura Haruma

9th: Nishikido Ryo

10th: Sato Takeru

Now let's move on to CHARACTERISTIC:

In the magazine they write that girls like:

A) Masculine guy...Describe masculine...If it's about being protective and manly than it's good. A guy who would risk his life for the one he loves. I also like if the guy have a few feminine traits like being able to enjoy doing housework and loves children...Though I don't really like muscular guy...It looks disgusting...A bit is ok but a body builder type of muscle is a bit no-no.

B) Have sensuality( Like where you can 'bermanjaan'): That is a must. I don't expect him to calm me or anything but I expect an ear to hear sincerely. I prefer the Do-S type of guy where he looks like he doesn't care yet he still let you manja2 with him.

C) Good Appearance. I really as in Really really like guy with good shape who have good fashion sense and knows what to where. He doesn't really need to be good looking or beautiful(preferabbly beautiful..LOL) but wth a good fashion sense even ugly betty can change. I like guy who looks good in scarf, jeans (but not skinny jeans...), T-shirt+vest and hats. Guys with ACCESSORIES are better like rings, ONE piercing on the ear, Bulky rings and watch. I am not against guy with colored nail as long as it's black or dark color...I don't really like the idea of eye liner on guys buts as long as it suits the look than it's fine.

Most importantly, HAIRSTYLE is the thing I look first when I saw guys. Dyed hair is SO not cool for me...Black is the way I like it.

D) Funny. That's also one of the criteria...Though it's probably impossible for a Do-S to be funny. If it's not than that's wonderful.

E) Romantic. Is romantic and flirty different? Well, I don't really care if a guy is romantic or not. Like I said, I prefer the Do-S type. A guy who looks like he doesn't care about you but he reallyx10 love you and will do anything for you. A guy who is not clingy yet he will make sure he knows every single thing about me. A guy that will tell me frankly about anything. He's the type that will nag a lot when I ask him to do something but still do it perfectly.

F)Independent. That is a must. I mean, I am a girl who have 0 IQ on technical things like changing the bulb or fixing the pipe... I expect a guy who knows all of this thing...

G) Can easily mixed with people. That's normal right? I really hate guys who 'Control Macho'...Jin is one of them BUT HE'S AN EXCEPTION...Jangan terlalu peramah sudah. Lain plak jadinye.....Tensi aku dibuatnye...

ADDITION:

A)Must have his own stable career. I don't want to Mendukung Biawak Hidup

B)Have a hobby or aim in life...A guy who chased his dream is the coolest...

C)Can dance is a bonus...haha...

Well, that's all I can think of for now...I'll update later k?

Jaa ne~!

A Day Out

2010-06-06T16:38:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo~!

(^_^)/ Hi!Yesterday evening, my brother who's taking art in F5 needed some things for his Art Folio. There's like 2 stationaneries and a lot of supermarket around the house area but none sells what he needed. My mum said she'll drive him to the SACC Mall. There's MPH there right? haha...

To be honest (I'm sure none of my family members will read this so it's ok to say this), my mum is super bad at driving. Not that she can't drive, she just bad at it. If my dad's home he'll usually drive us but he's in Germany for two weeks. Back to the story, When we arrived at the parking place, there'
s this place you need to press and the ticket will come out right? My mum park too far so she needs to stop and get out of the car to take the ticket. After the ticket, she clumsily and accidentally dropped the ticket and the ticket went of flying. Luckily it's just near. She walk to get the ticket and when I turned back, There's already some cars queuing at the back...LOL....God knows how embarrased I am that time. Them as we enter the parking place, mum who's seriously (is there any word nicer than sucks but have the same meaning?) bad at parking( It's her biggest trouble in driving) almost hit a car at the back of her while reversing to park..I mean 'almost' (as in really really close)!
(O.O;)Then we entered the mall and my bro went on buying the things he wants. Unfortunately, mum had this flu so me and mum rushed to a pharmacy to buy some tissues...haha....
Mom's really embarrassing sometimes.
Then I bought myself an eyeshadow and mum bought me a cheap ring. She said it looks cute.
My brother bought three games which one of it can't be used when we try it at home.

I bought a huge packet of seaweed and now addicted to it. Once I eat it, I can't stop. Now I'm left with less than half of it.
I guess that's all.
(^_^)/~~ bye~~

Jaa ne~!

Arashi Song+Drama Quiz

2010-05-23T20:47:00.000-07:00

1) What was Arashi's debuting single?
A.RA.SHI

2) Did Sho write the rap to the song above?
no...

3) Was this song used as a theme song to a drama? If so, what drama?
V no Arashi

4) What singles did NOT make number 1 on the Oricon charts?
One Love, Beautiful days(Kansha Kangeki Ame, Typhoon Generation, Tomadoinagara, Hadashi no Mirai/Kotoba Yori Taisetsu no Mono)

5) What song was Sho's first big contribution to the rap?
Typhoon generation(Kotoba Yori Taisetsu Na Mono)

6) What was the theme song for Ohno's drama Maou?
Truth

7) What single(s) do(es) not have a direct tie in to CMs, dramas, movies etc.?
Step n Go (+ Sunrise Nippon, Horizon, Typhoon Generation)

8) What was the theme song to Ninomiya's drama Minami-kun no Koibito?
Hitomi no Galaxy??(I got the title wrong-Hitomi no Naka Galaxy)

9) What three songs were the theme songs to the Hana Yori Dango series/movie?
Wish, Love So Sweet, One Love

10) What song did Arashi make to express their gratitude to their fans? [Hint: There are two. Either works out]
5x10(Sketch)

11) Since what song has Arashi's singles make number 1 on the Oricon charts?
Truth(Pikanchi Double)

12) How long is this streak?
not sure (18)

13) What's side B of Monster?
Spiral

14) What drama is Monster the theme song of?
Kaibutsu

15) What was the name of Ninomiya's character in the drama Yamada Taro Monogatari?
Yamada Taro

16) What was Sho's name in the drama V no Arashi?
Sho Sakurai

17) What was one of the main reasons Jun agreed to do Hana Yori Dango?
Oguri Shun will act as Hanazawa Rui

18) "When I say Lucky, you say _____!"
Man

19) What do the Utaban hosts, Nakai and Ishibashi, mistake the lyrics of A•RA•SHI for? Beautiful Days?
A.RA.SHI, Oh yeah(the correct is A.RA.SHI. For dream)
Namida Chorori(the correct is suppose to be namida horori..(i'm not sure)

20) What song was used for an anime?
Don't know(Nice no Kokoroiki)

21) What was so special about the Hadashi no Mirai/Kotoba yori Taisetsu Mono limited edition cover?
Don't know(Promotion of Coca Cola)

22) Who hasn't been in a movie? (Not including Pikanchi)
~~Aiba~~, Ohno

23) What famous rapper helps Sho with his raps?
don't know(VERBAL)

24) What are Ninomiya's next movie projects?
Gantz 1&2 and Ooku

25) What was the title to the movie that starred all Arashi members and was based on a novel?
Kiroii Namida

26) Have they all played a lead role in a drama or movie?
Yes

27) What was each member's first lead role?
Matsujun: Sawada Shin in Gokusen,(Kindaichi Hajime in Kindaichi Shounen no Jikenbo 3)
Sho: Taiyou in Yoiko no Mikata,
Nino:i can;'t remmber the name butn it's in Stand up i think(Takichi in Amagi Goe),
Aiba: Kazama in My Girl,
Ohno: Naruse Ryo in Maou

28) What were the names of the roles the members played in the Pikanchi series?
I forgot( Jun:Bon, Nino: Takuma, Ohno:Haru, Aiba:Shun, Sho:Chu)

29) What PV was set up as if the boys were brothers?
My Girl

30) How many PVs are "drama" PVs? (Meaning they had to actually act in the PV) *Answers may vary depending on what you consider as "acting"
My Girl, Aozora Pedal(+ Beautiful Days and Sakura Sake)

31) How many PVs had neither dance moves or acting in them?
Kotoba Yori Taisetsu na Mono, Hadashi no Mirai, Happiness, Wish, One Love, Ashita no Kioku and etc

32) Who released the side B of Believe under his character's name?
Ohno (Kumorinichi Kaisei)

33) During the 2007 Time tour (I think), he cried as he sang Be with You. [Hint: he also cried while singing 5x10 in their Anniversary Concert]
Aiba?

34) He appeared in his senpai's movie "Heaven's Doors".
Nino

35) His famous line was "What is your dream?/Anata no yume wa nan desu ka?/あなたの夢は何ですか？"
Sho as Kamiyama in The quiz show 2

36) Who has played a chef/aspiring chef?
Matsujun

37) He's been in the least dramas/movies. (Include cameos if you'd like)
Aiba

38) What was Sho's character's name in Uta no Onii-san? (BONUS: what was so funny about this scene?)
Sho Sakurai. Ohno's character told Sho that he looks like Ohno in ARASHI but Sho denies it

39) What American song did Sho cover as his solo for their first concert?
Can't Take my eyes off you???

40) What is the unique dance move for their single Sunrise Nippon? [Hint: they fly up in the air]
I forgot(Fly up in the air while blowing kiss)

41) Who wrote the lyrics to Fight Song?
Nino(ARASHI...Nino compose the music)

42) He was absent during their first performance for Fight Song.
Aiba?(Nino)

43) This was number 1 on the Oricon Charts for 2008 for yearly sales.
~~Kaze no Mukou e~~ or Truth

44) Relating with question 43, what other songs were on the chart? Name their positions.
One Love(+Beautiful days and Step n Go)

45) Who helps Arashi with some ideas on how to market or what stays and go's on some albums? [Hint: he's been working with Arashi for the longest time and he can be heard every Sunday alongside Ninomiya]
I forgot his name(STBY)

46) What was the theme song to Bambino? Who played the lead role?
We can make it..Jun palys the lead role

47) Who played Haru in the Pikancui series?
Ohno

48) What was the full name of Aiba's character in My Girl?
Kazama masamune

49) Speaking of My Girl, who played what role in the PV? (BONUS: In the making, Aiba stated that he never put much thought into the water bottles. Why did he say this?)
Jun as 5th child (Goro), Nino 4th child, Aiba 4th child(Saburo), Sho 2nd child(Jiro) and AOhno as 1st child (Ichiro)..He saw numbers n their water bottles

50) "A•RA•SHI A•RA•SHI for ________~!"
Dream
Random bonus questions!

For the following questions, complete the sentence, and name the song.

1) "Kimi no sakebi de boku wa mezameru. Koyoi no yami e kimi wo izanu _____Monster__." Monster

2) "Kasane atta kokoro no ooku ni __Yorokobi________ to__Kanashimi Nukumori_______ to __Nukushimi_______."
(Ashita no Kioku)

3) "Kokoro nusunda ___orera____ wa hannin."5X10 hidden track

4) "Ittai nani wo ____Shiteirun__ darou? Ittai nani wo ____Miteirun___ darou? Ittai nani ni

_____Kiteirun__ darou?"

5) "Ima koko ni iru boku ga boku no __subete____."Boku na boku ga subete

6) "Romeo sagasu baby itami wo osoreru ___Juliet_____."Cry For You

7) ""_Gambarre_____!" hora ne niatteiru yo!" Fight Song

8) "Ou-san ka? Iya, iya _____Oh-chan___ da!"(La Tormenta)

9) "Boku no ______Kodou___ ga mune wo tsukinuke. Kaze______ ni notte furisosoguyo."(Love Situatiom)

10) "Mou ichido ano _hi_ ni modoru toshittemo onaji ____michi_ erabu darou?"

(Oh Yeah)

My Arashi Obsession Trivia

2010-05-20T20:46:00.000-07:00

Here's A trivia I found in one of arashi community I joined...I'm not sure of some answers though....
1) Who are the members of Arashi?
Aiba Masaki, Ohno Satoshi, Matsumoto Jun, Sakurai Sho, Ninomiya Kazunari

2) Who is the oldest and when is his birthday? How old is he as of now?
Ohno Satoshi. I can't remember his birthday but I'm sure it's in November 1980. This year he'll be 30 (Nov 26, 1980)

3) Who is the youngest and when is his birthday? How old is he as of now?
Jun's birthday is on August 1983. He's 27 this year.(August 30, 1983)

4) What does Arashi (嵐) mean?
Storm

5) What are the two characters that make up the kanji 嵐？ What do each mean?
I forgot(Mountain and Wind)

6) What date was Arashi formed? When did they debut?
15 September 1999 and they debut in November 1999...not sure about the actual date.(They debuted on Nov 3, 1999)

7) What company does Arashi belong to?
Johnny's Entertainment

8) What label do they belong to?
J Storm

9) True or False. Arashi is the only one under their label.
True (False)

10) True or False. Their label was meant for only them.
True

11) Who is the Leader (Riidaa; リーダー）of the group?
Ohno Satoshi

12) Who were the three members that wanted to quit in the beginning?
Ohno, Nino and Sho

13) Who graduated from college? What college? What major?
Sakurai Sho at Keio University majoring in Economics

14) Who has starred in the most dramas and movies?
Ninomiya or Matsujun...I think both(Nino)

15) Who played Momo in Kimi wa Petto?
Matsujun~!!!

16) Who was the one have their first solo concert in the group?
Ohno Satoshi(Sho)

17) Sakurai Sho was the first to start a many of first things in JE. Name a few.
Newscaster, Graduating from University

18) What two people make up the pair "Ohmiya?" "Yama"? "Sakuraiba"? "Juntoshi"?
Ohno+Nino=Ohmiya, Ohno+Sho=Yama, Sakura+Aiba=Sakuraiba, Jun+ Ohno=Juntoshi

19) Who is the rapper of the group?
Sakurai Sho

20) Who is the lead singer?
Ohno

21) Aiba Masaki was the first to do something in the group. What was it?
Tensai Shimura Doubutsuen..Involving with animal(Co-host variety show without ARASHI)

22) Ninomiya Kazunari was the first to do something in the group. What was it?
~~Magic and~~ act in hollywood movie

23)Someone is into magic recently, who is it?
Nino

24) How many variety shows has Arashi hosted? Name them all.
(12[+Arashi no Wazari, Mayonaka no Arashi, Nama no Arashi])C/D/G no Arashi, Arashi no Shukudaikun, Himitsu no Arashi-chan, Mago2 Arashi, Golden Rush Arashi, Arashi ni Shiyagare, VS Arashi

25) Has Arashi ever had an Asian tour? If so, how many?
Yes, 2 maybe...2007 and 2008

26) What year was Ohno Satoshi, according to him, the busiest?
Not sure(2008)

27) Who was the first to star in a drama or movie?
Ninomiya

28) During their G no Arashi days, someone was nicknamed "Minor Sports Bancho". Who?
Sho(Jun)

29) During their G no Arashi days, someone was nicknamed "CHESTO". Who?
Sho

30) What was the first thing Ohno Satoshi was interested in drawing? Why did he start?
Dragonball...He is influenced by his friend in school that can draw dragonball very well.

31) Someone wants to open a bread bakery. Who?
Ohno

32) Name the solos for all the members.
Aiba:Hello Goodbye, Friendship
Ohno: Rain, Kumoronichi Kaisei
Nino:Gimmick game, Himitsu, Niji
Jun:Yabai Yabai, La Familia
Sho: Unti Unti

33) Everyone is from Tokyo, except for one member. Who and from where?
Aiba from Chiba

34) Recently, Ohno is into what? Why is this a problem?
He's really into fishing but it cause his skin to be so dark.

35) Someone fears heights. Who?
Sho

36) Who is the "elite" of the group?
Matsujun..He entered Johnny's without auditioning

37) How old were each members when they joined JE?
I can't remember but I think Jun is 13 or 12(Ohno;14, Jun:12, Nino:12, Aiba:13, Sho:13)

38) Why did Nino join JE? Aiba? Sho?
I forgot about Nino but Aiba joined because he wants to play basketball in smapxsmap while a friend suggested Sho to enter the Johnny's.(Nino was bribe by his mother and Sho was dared)

39) M.A.I.N consisted of 3 Arashi members. Who? (BONUS: Who was the fourth member?)
Matsujun, Aiba and Nino. The fourth member is Toma Ikuta

40) Who still lives with their parents?
Sho and Ohno

41) What TOKIO member are Aiba and Ohno close with?
Matsuoka

42) Someone works with animals. Who?
Aiba

43) What Arashi show just ended?
Arashi no Shukudaikun

44) Whats their new show called?
Arashi ni Shiyagare

45) In VS Arashi, someone was nicknamed the "Choice Master". Who?
Nino

46) In VS Arashi, someone was banned from the rolling coin tower game. Who?
Sho

47) There's a segment that started since D no Arashi and is the only one that has continued since now. What is it?
A no Arashi???

48) Explain the plot of their old show "Mayonaka no Arashi".
They went to investigate about spooky things and place...something like seekers whatsoever
(Arashi would start at the southern most part of Japan and travel at night on the last train up north seeking for adventure)
49) Aiba Masaki's name can be misread in what way?
don't know...(Souba)

50) What was their debuting single?
A.RA.SHI

51) Whats their latest single? (As of April 20, 2010)
Troublemaker

52) Matsumoto Jun was, and still is, famous for a role he played in a drama based on a manga/anime. What was the role?
Tsukasa Doumyoji

53) Can you list all the nicknames the members give each other?
Aiba: Aiba-chan, Aiba-kun
Ohno: Oh-chan, Riida, Captain, Samii, Ohno-san, Ohno-kun

54) Who is the tallest in the group?
Aiba

55) An unfortunate incident happened to Aiba Masaki in 2001. What was
it?
He was undergoing surgery after have some problems with his lung which cause him to stop from playing saxophone.

56) During Mago Mago Arashi, Jun gave a nickname to Ohno. What was it?
Samii

57) During Mago Mago Arashi, there was a special that included all 5 members and lasted over a long period of time. What was it? What caused it?
???(Rowing saga: Ohno felt bad that the old man cannot fulfill his dream rowing with youngster)

58) Ohno is currently starring in a drama. What drama?
Kaibutsu-kun

59) Who came up with the infamous "Boat" idea for their Odoroki SPs?
Sho Sakurai+Aiba n professors

60) Who hosted the "Leave it Alone" segmets?
Ohmiya

61) Can you name a few communities on LJ that are strictly Arashi only?
Arashi on, ARASHI, Stormy, Taiji, Ao no Michi, Tsuribaka

62) Who hosted T no Arashi!?
Sho

63) Whats the news programme that Sho co-hosts on Mondays?
News Zero

64) What shows hosted by Arashi are currently airing?
VS Arashi, Arashi ni Shiyagare, Himitsu no Arashi-chan

65) What are the ~~two~~ three songs that weren't singles, but had PVs?
Aozora Pedals, Kotoba Yori Taisetsu no Mono, Nice na Kokoroiki(All or Nothing, Subarashiki Sekai, Lucky Man)

66) What was the name of Ohno's art exhibition?
Free Style

67) What are the movies and dramas Arashi stars in?
A lot...well, let see To name a few...
Jun: Gokusen, Kimi Wa Petto, Hana Yori Dango 1/2, Hana Yori Dango Final, Bambino, Smile
Aiba: Mukodono, My Girl, A drama wwith yamapi which I forgot the title...
Sho: The quiz show 2, Yamada Tarou, Yoiko no Mikata, Yatterman, Tokujo Kabachi
Ohno: Uta no Oniisan, Maou, Kaibutsukun
Nino: yamada Tarou, Tengoku Kimi de Aetara, A letter from Iwojima, Stand Up, Ryusei no Kizuna

68) Whos known for saying nothing but "Umai" when eating food?
Ohno

69) Whos known for being the "baka" of the group? Brat? DoS?
Baka=Aiba, Brat=Nino, DoS=Matsujun

70) What does "AMNOS" stand for?
Aiba, Matsujun, Nino, Ohno, Sho

71) "AMNOS" was featured in one of their songs. Which song?
not sure...(La Tormenta)

72) Ohno is known for being the best ○○ and ○○ of JE.
singer and dancer

73) Ohno is admired by what junior?
Chine from HSJ

74) Arashi had a downfall during what year?
2004(2002 and 2005)

75) What was the first stageplay that featured Arashi members together? (Hint: Jun, Aiba, and Nino were in it)
Don't know(Stand By Me)

76) In order to prepare for the 2008 Beijing Olympics in China, Arashi had a segment on Mago Mago Arashi. What kind of things did they do?
????.(Learn Mandarin and culture quiz)

77) His favorite food is yakiniku, but he can't eat too much of it.
Ohno

78) Who claims to be the cheapest in Arashi? (BONUS: give an example how he is 'cheap')
Nino= he never treated his kohai

79) The "Mole Team" and "Crybaby Team" consist of who, respectively?
Jun and Aiba= Crybaby team Ohmiya=Mole Team

80) During or before their concerts, Aiba always seems to do this one thing, says Sho. What is it? (Hint: this is why Sho calls him passionate)
He sings part of other members
(He starts to say "I'm so glad to be in Arashi. It was such a coincidence that we met up. I mean, everyone is from Tokyo, but far away and I'm from Chiba. It really was a coincidence" (or something like that))
81) How was the leader determined?
Through Jan Ken

82) Sho was absent during a performance for one of their songs. What song(s) and on what show?
Yurase Ima Wo n Troublemaker in music Station

83) Ohno seems to pick fights with this man, despite him being his senpai.
Nakai

84) Nino hates yakiniku because of a certain incident that traumatized him. What was it?
not sure(He had diarhea after eating too much of it)

85) Who starred in the drama My Girl?
Aiba

86) In the beginning of VS Arashi, Arashi was on a losing streak. How many times did they lose until they finally won?
forgot(9)

87) Name a few CMs Arashi or Arashi members star in.
Au, Mario

88) Who, apparently, looks a lot like Ueto Aya's brother?
I don't know...(Jun in Smile)

89) Who got critizied badly for his double parkas on Himitsu no Arashi-chan?
Sho

90) Who was the first to fall on Mote Dame Arashi? Who hasn't fallen?
Sho. Ohno has not fallen(Aiba is the first to fall)

91) Hes known as Bambi in Kisarazu Cat's Eye.
Sho

92) Hes played a lot of sick/ill roles for dramas.
Nino?

93) During Mago Mago Arashi, Sho would always do magic as a present for the Obaa-chan and Ojii-san. What was that segment called?
T-no ARASHI?(Magic Show)

94) Who can't stand spicy stuff?
Aiba+ Jun

95) He used to host the No Money SP on Arashi no Shukudai-kun.
Aiba

96) Ohno used to let his mom buy his what?
Underwear and clothes

97) Who's "Mister Falling Pipes"?
Aiba(Ohno)

98) What show was Laugh Yoga introduced? (I think I got the name wrong)
ANS

99) He stated that even if he wasn't in Arashi, he'd still be working in the entertainment business.
Jun???

100) True or False. Arashi is the best!
100% True

BONUS (All opinions)

Who's your favorite member? Why?
Aiba because his airheadedness and stupidity makes him funny and innocent

What's your favorite song/PV?
My fav song is One Love but my favPV is Kaze no Mukou E

What's your favorite drama/movie that starred an Arashi member or all?
Gokusen and Yamada tarou

Have you ever been to an Arashi concert?
No...

Do you own a CD/DVD/album/poster/magazine that stars Arashi or a member?
A poster of ARASHI

How did you get to know Arashi?
Through Akanishi Jin. From Jin, I know about Jun which then brought me to ARASHI

Are you learning Japanese because of them?
80% of the reason is

From a scale of 1 to 10, how much do you love Arashi?
10

[Random: Did this quiz challenge your memory?]
It's very2 challenging.....

Credits to stormy paradise from livejournal...

Lagu~!!

2010-05-19T21:32:00.000-07:00

ARASHI song:
1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say
Believe

2. How would you describe yourself?
Mou Ippo maksudnye another step...yes, I believe I want to take another step every day...haha...skema much?)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Hero ( I want a knight an shining armor that will be my hero~!!!)

4. How do you feel to today?
Boku ga boku no subete (means I am everything I have...I want more than everything I have)

5. What is your life’s purpose?
Super fresh (Whatever...Haha I guess I want everything super fresh...)

6. What's your motto?
Beautiful Day (Yeay~!!! Think of everyday as beautiful day eventhough sometimes negative defeat positiveness...)

7. What do your friends think of you?
5X10 (hmm....????)

8. What do you think of your parents?

Ashita no Kioku (means yeaterdays memories...i don't want to be only memories...)

9. What do you think about very often?
Kimi no Tame ni Boku ga Iru (Means 'I'm here for you'...who's that lucky person???)

10. What is 2 + 2?
Yurase Ima Wo (Shake it now....hahahaha)

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?
Nice na Kokoroiki (Nice Feeling...yes, there all are really nice)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Right Back To You (???)

13. What is your life story?
Sora Takaku(Something like the sky is high..haha...I feel this is so right...I never yet reach my dream which is my life goal...)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Himitsu=secret...Not telling...

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Yabai Yabai (This means bad..ahaha..I think this is so true..I'll be blushing and covering up my face and control...haha)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Fight Song (LOL...Motifla...haha)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Pikanchi Double...(xde motif...)

18. What is your biggest fear?
Troublemaker...(hahaha...)

19. What is your biggest secret?
Kazamidori....(maksudnye...secret...)

KAT-TUN Song

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say
Rescue...(haha)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Wild of My Heart( Tipuye...I'm not that wild...or am I???)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Blue Tuesday....(Is it him wearing blue on Tuesday????)

4. How do you feel to today?
Lips (My lips is kind of dry...haha)

5. What is your life’s purpose?
Messenger (Become a messenger of knowledge to Students....)

6. What's your motto?
Precious One

7. What do your friends think of you?
No matter matter (I don't care)

8. What do you think of your parents?

Keep the Faith ( They expect much from me I guess....)

9. What do you think about very often?
Miracle(Does Miracle exist???)

10. What is 2 + 2?
Yorokobi no Uta (Song of Happiness...)

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?
Fight All Night...(Xnak gaduh....truk2)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Ha-Ha (It is the song title....)

13. What is your life story?
Destiny

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
On My Mind (try n Guess)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
You're Angel, My Angel....(Kya~!!!!)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Distance...(Motifx2)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Tengu(Tengu is a bad creature yg perangai kedekut yg ampun n jahat....motifla nak memerli di hari kematian..)

18. What is your biggest fear?

Love or Like (Choosing is hard u know...)

19. What is your biggest secret?
Without Notice....

All Song in My MP3:

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say
Bye Bye Bye-Nsync

2. How would you describe yourself?
Say My Name -S Club 7 (my name describe my personality....hahaha)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Call My Name-7 Flower ft 183 (Isn't it sweet????)

4. How do you feel to today?
Hitoribotchi no Haburashi- Akanishi Jin ft Nagase( I do feel lonely today....btw, the meaning of the title is Lonely Toothbrush)

5. What is your life’s purpose?
You Belong With Me- Taylor Swift(What's mine are mine and I'm going all out to get it....)

6. What's your motto?
Troublemaker-Arashi( Maybe at home....)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Ashita ni Mukatte-Arashi (Live for Tomorrow....That's me~!)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Unspoken Heart

9. What do you think about very often?
Sukiyanen Osaka....(Ok..that's a total lie...I have no whatsoever interest in Osaka accept Kanjani8)

10. What is 2 + 2?
5x10- Arashi (hahaha...memang sesat...)

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?
Jangan Nakal-Alif (Most of them are...haha)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Music For The People Dancing-v6....(?????)

13. What is your life story?
Violet- Ruppina....(Motifx3)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Step n Go- Arashi

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Boku no Boku Ga Subete- Arashi (I'm everything I have...sweet na?)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
White World- Nakamaru Yuichi(Kya~!!! So suitable especially the part 'Oh, Holy Night~!!! which refer to my wedding...)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Hikari Hitotsu- Tackey( One Light....hope to be the light in all me beloved...)

18. What is your biggest fear?
Whatchaa say- Jason Derulo (I beg your pardon/...hahaha)

19. What is your biggest secret?
News Nippon( There's nothing secret about my liking for North+East+West+South Japan's culture....)

Ni adlh ditiru dr Rynn di fb...sori rynn....rase cam best plak nak wat although certain things adlh dibuang...haha

Is it wrong~???

2010-05-19T20:11:00.000-07:00

Hai Hi,

Ohayo...
I've been wondering, is it wrong to feel jealous + not happy when a friend of yours(best friend) wants you to be happy for her achievement. It's not I don't want to be happy...I really wanted to but I can't....Mendokusai~!!!!
I am starting to feel guilty for that feeling developing inside of me. I mean, I know, it's normal for it but is it good kind of normal?
The problem is, it's my first time feeling like this...I never felt like this before...I'm so Keji n busuk hati right??????
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!! This is so frustating......!
Btw, I'm not sure it's because of my PMS or anything but I'm starting to feel miserable in terms of my look. I feel fatter everyday, uglier every day, darker every day and hating my useless self every single day....I am starting to feel I lost my sense of fashion (not that i have it before but let's just say it's getting worse...) I can't handle anymore diet...tsk...
I'm starting to have negatives thought that I'll never get married and have cute children ever.....
I'm so depressed and I feel like using every single curse word on myself....although I hate cursing....~!!@!!!!!!!!!

That's all....

Scary~!!!

2010-05-19T19:55:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo~!
Tomorrow is my medsi interview....Gosh I'm feeling super SCARED, NERVOUS, STRESSED OUT with a pinch of satisfaction coz I got chosen.
I've only done a bit of reading and I'm so not prepared for the worse...
Some says it's scary while some says there's nothing to be afraid of...Doko????? Which one is it?
I have a strong feeling I'll be interviewed by Madam vovi coz my friend who got tec 4 yesterday was interviewed by madam vovi...Will she strike me with anything killing? God, help me~!!!!
Mom will be taking a holiday for me tomorrow..Thanks mama...All my certificate is already in the bag. What's left is my guts+confident+VOICE(Mr voicey, please be loud tomorrow...I'm begging u...I don't want to end up singing/dancing/even mock teaching...(is it what they call it?)) I've done a few reading but enough is just too far from it...
Wish me Luck guys~!!!!!

Jin + ARASHI, Wish me the best~!!!!!!
I'll do my best and become someone like Yankumi~!!!!

Jaa ne~!

List of watched Arashi Shows Episodes

2010-05-07T22:51:00.000-07:00

I admit I am an ARASHI freak and I can seriously die if I didn't watch them for a day...They are my drugs...my tranquilizer...I've watched a tonnes of their shows which is all LOVE...
Anyway, I've watched too much and I decided to list down the show I've watched...Anyway, this will be updated day by day....

Let's start from Arashi no Shukudaikun(ANS):
ANS 1 :Iijima Naoko [October 2,2006]--> date of the show
ANS 2 : Kano Sisters [October 9, 2006]
ANS 3 : Takahata Atsuko [October 16, 2006]
ANS 4 : Otoha [October 23, 2006]
ANS 5 : Wada Akiko [October 30, 2006]
ANS 6 : Suzuki Sarina [November 6, 2006]
ANS 7 : Matsui Kazuyo [November 13, 2006]
ANS 8 : Muroi Shigeru [November 20, 2006]
ANS 9 : Yasu Megumi [November 27, 2006]
ANS 10 : Sugita Kaoru [December 4, 2006]
ANS 11 : Watanabe Marina [December 11, 2006]
ANS 12 : Shibata Rie [December 12, 2006]
ANS 13 : Aiba's Sugoroku [December 25, 2006]
ANS 14 : Senryu Okiri Taikai (doing haikus) [January 8, 2007]
ANS 15 : Manabe Kaori [January 15, 2007]
ANS 16 : Takeda Mayuka [January 22, 2007]
ANS 17 : Marie [January 29, 2007]
ANS 18 : Inohara Yoshihiro & Kiyokoba Shunsuke [February 5, 2007]
ANS 19 : Harisenbon [February 12, 2007]
ANS 20 : Ogura Yuko [February 19. 2007]
ANS 21 : Za Tacchi [February 26, 2007]
ANS 22 : Inoue Waka [March 5, 2007]
ANS 23 : Fukuda Kyoko [March 12, 2007]
ANS 24 : Odoroki no Arashi Preview Special [March 19, 2007]
ANS 25 : Odoroki no Arashi Unaired footage [March 26, 2007]
ANS 26 : Morisanchuu [April 2, 2007]
ANS 27 : Yoiko [April 9, 2007]
ANS 28 : Akiko [April 16, 2007]
ANS 29 : Nankai Candies [April 23, 2007]
ANS 30 : Karina [April 30, 2007]
ANS 31 : Megumi [May 7, 2007]
ANS 32 : Drunken Dragon [May 14, 2007]
ANS 33 : Kokubun Taichi [May 21, 2007]
ANS 34 : Suzuki Ann [May 28, 2007]
ANS 35 : Katase Nana [June 4, 2007]
ANS 36 : Ungirls [June 11, 2007]
ANS 37 : Manakana [June 18, 2007]
ANS 38 : Penaruti [June 25, 2007]
ANS 39 : Takabe Ai & Kikukawa Rei [July 2, 2007]
ANS 40 : Tutorial [July 9, 2007]
ANS 41 : Ueto Aya [July 16, 2007]
ANS 42 : Dylan & Catherine [July 23, 2007]
ANS 43 : Eikura Nana [July 30, 2007]
ANS 44 : Jinnai Tomonari [August 6, 2007]
ANS 45 : Kyai~n [August 13, 2007]
ANS 46 : Every Little Things (ELT) [August 20, 2007]
ANS 47 : Macha Macha and Daita Hikaru [August 27, 2007]
ANS 48 : Unaired Footage [September 3, 2007]
ANS 49 : Nishioka Sumiko and Fukawa Ryou [September 10, 2007]
ANS 50 : Yamada Yuu [September 17, 2007]
ANS 51 : Cunning Takayama [September 24, 2007]
ANS 52 : Nakagawa Shoko [October 1, 2007]
ANS 53 : Odoroki no Arashi Preview Special [October 8, 2007]
ANS 54 : Odoroki no Arashi Unaired Footage [October 15, 2007]
ANS 55 : Tabata Tomoko [October 22, 2007]
ANS 56 : Tamaru Maki [October 29, 2007]
ANS 57 : Kobayashi Mao [November 5, 2007]
ANS 58 : Tamura Kenji [November 12, 2007]
ANS 59 : Impulse [November 19, 2007]
ANS 60 : Fueki Yuuko [November 26, 2007]
ANS 62 : End of The Year Housework Special [December 10, 2007]
ANS 63 : Kirin [December 17, 2007]
ANS 64 : Yuuka [December 24, 2007]
ANS 65 : Unaired Footage + New Year [January 7, 2008]
ANS 66 : UNJASH [January 14, 2008]
ANS 67 : Satou Aiko [January 21, 2008]
ANS 68 : Kikuchi Momoka [January 28, 2008]
ANS 70 : Ichikawa Yui [February 11, 2008]
ANS 71 : Asakusa Kids [February18, 2008]
ANS 73 : Satoda Mai [March 3, 2008]
ANS 74 : Mori Izumi [March 10, 2008]
ANS 75 : Chiara Brothers [March 17, 2008]
ANS 80 : Afugawa Mihoko and Itou Saori [April 21, 2008]
ANS 82 : Nishikawa Ayako [May 5, 2008]
ANS 83 : Kanjiya Shihori [May 12, 2008]
ANS 84 : Miyagawa Daisuke [May 19, 2008]
ANS 85 : Hoshino Aki [May 26, 2008]
ANS 88 : Edo Harumi [Jun 16, 2008]
ANS 90 : Aibaland Special Unaired [June 30, 2008]
ANS 94 : Sakai Maki [July 28, 2008]
ANS 92 : Almost Live Special [August 4, 2008]
ANS 97 : Ishihara Satomi [August 18, 2008]
ANS 98 : Kinoshita Yukina [August 25, 2008]
ANS 100 : Suga Shikao [September 8, 2008]
ANS 101 : Higedanshaku [September 15, 2008]
ANS 103 : Kanda Sayaka [September 29, 2008]
ANS 104 : Minami Akina [October 9, 2008]
ANS 106 : Yoshizawa Hitomi [October 20, 2008]
ANS 110 : Eco SP (Trying to Sleep Game) [November 17, 2008]
ANS 111 : Suzanne [November 24, 2008]
ANS 112 : DAIGO [December 1, 2008]
ANS 113 : Itou Yuna [December 8, 2008]
ANS 114 : Hisamoto Masami [December 15, 2008]
ANS 117 : Unaired Footage [January 12, 2009]
ANS 118 : Gal Sone [January 19, 2009]
ANS 119 : Sato Ryuuta [January 26, 2009]
ANS 120 : Nagase Tomoya [February 2. 2009]
ANS 121 : Oshikiri Moe [February 9, 2009]
ANS 122 : Hamaguchi Family [February 16, 2009]
ANS 123 : Non-Style [February 23, 2009]
ANS 124 : Yatterman SP [March 2, 2009]
ANS 125 : No Money SP [March 9, 2009]
ANS 127 : Arashi no Jiken & Shukudaikun SP [March 23, 2009]
ANS 129 : Motokariya Yuika and Shinagawa Hiroshi [April 6. 2009]
ANS 130 : Ayase Haruka [April 13, 2009]
ANS 131 : Nakamura Shido [April 20, 2009]
ANS 133 : Matsuura Aya [May 4, 2009]
ANS 134 : No Money SP (Yama-chan (Nankai Candies)) [May 11, 2009]
ANS 135 : Ariyoshi Hiroyuki [May 18, 2009]
ANS 138 : Misono [June 8, 2009]
ANS 139 : Ayase Imoto [June 15, 2009]
ANS 142 : Hannya [July 6, 2009]
ANS 143 : Tsuji Nozomu [July 13, 2009]
ANS 144 : Robato [July 20, 2009]
ANS 145 : Sawamura Ikki [July 27, 2009]
ANS 146 : Speed [August 3, 2009]
ANS 147 : Aiba Sugoroku (Yamanote Line) [August 10, 2009]
ANS 149 : Oasis [August 24, 2009]
ANS 150 : Garage Sales [August 31, 2009]
ANS 151 : Fujimoto Miki [September 7, 2009]
ANS 152 : Tanimura Mitsuki [September 14, 2009]
ANS 153 : Takahashi Katsumi [September 21, 2009]
ANS 154 : Aiba Sugoroku (Takeda Nobuhiro) [September 28, 2009]
ANS 156 : Inoue Mao [October 12, 2009]
ANS 157 : Inoue Mao [October 19, 2009]
ANS 158 : Odoroki Preview [October 26, 2009]
ANS 159 : Deleted Scene from Odoroki [November 2, 2009]
ANS 161 : Abe Sadao [November 16, 2009]
ANS 162 : Arashi Talk [November 23, 2009]
ANS 163 : Yaguchi Mari [November 30, 2009]
ANS 165 : Yasuda Misako [December 12, 2009]
ANS 167 : Unaired SP [January 4, 2009]
ANS 168 : Yashima Norito [January 11., 2010]
ANS 169 : Jaru Jaru [January 18, 2010]
ANS 171 : Yonekura Ryoko [February 1, 2010]
ANS 174 : 80 Second Talks [February 22, 2010]
ANS 175 : Sada Mayumi [March 1, 2010]
ANS 176 : Fruit Punch [March 8, 2010]
ANS 177 : Tutorial [March 15, 2010]
ANS 178 : Final Episode (Pajama Uda Uda) [March 22, 2010]

Let's move to Himitsu no Arashi (HNA) next....
HNA 2: Cashier
HNA 10 : Ageha + Yama pairs childminder
HNA 14 : Ageha + Matsumiya childminder
HNA 16 : Aiba & Nino Childminder + Arashian Roulette
HNA 18 : Search for Ageha + Sakuraiba Childminding
HNA 21 : Haunted House (without Sho)
HNA 23 : Haunted House (with Sho)
HNA 28 : Super Kids
HNA 41 : Baka Challenge (Jun n Sho)
HNA 42 : Arashi Beatbox
HNA 47 : Arashi beatbox and Mario
HNA 48 : Mario
HNA 51 : Mannequin 5 (Sho fails) + host royale (Sho)
HNA 52 : DAIGO and Struck 9
HNA 53 : Home Appliances segment and Mannequin 5 (Sho loss)
HNA 54 : Haruna Ai and things you would live happier not knowing
HNA 57 : Dame Arashi + Mannequin 5 (Jun loss)
HNA 61 : VIP ROOM (Marie) + Mannequin 5 (Nino loss)
HNA 63 : Summer SP (Mannequin 5 - ARASHI win over Comedians)
HNA 64 : VIP ROOM (Becky) + Dame Arashi
HNA 65 : Mannequin 5 (Aiba loss) + VIP ROOM (Ishihara Satomi)
HNA 67 : VIP ROOM (Inoue Mao)

Yesterday a day of Tiredness..

2010-05-06T17:09:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai...

Ohayo~!

Yesterday I was so hungry and mam didn't really cook anything so as I browse through the internet, I remembered Arashi shows. Jun had cooked omurice before in one of their show...Aiba did the same also in his drama..FYI, Omurice=Japanese Omelette rice..It looks a lot like nasi pattaya but the rice is coated with ketchup...

I decided...YOSH! LET'S TRY MAKING OMURICE~!!!

I was relief it turned out quite good~!ACCEPT the fact that it was totally hideous coz I am not really that good with folding the egg....My sis tasted my leftoover and asked for one so I cooked it. Just as I was about to clean up after finish cooking, my brother insist on a plate also....Is it that good? FYI, my brother is the most fussy when it comes to food. anyway, I let him taste that and left some for mom. Dad ate mom's part and he said it's quite good....
Anyway, dad's exercise machine arrived yesterday~!! The thing is, the delivery man had problems with our address...My sis n bro told them the way but they were just so annoyingly unclever to be lost so many times....

Today's update, tampalan on my tgeeth came out suddenly while I was having my breakfast....now I'm not comfortable with my teeth...urusei na....

Anyway, that's all...
Jaa ne~!!!

Inpiration to Become a great Person

2010-05-04T20:41:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo~!!!
Johnny's are not just entertainment to me...(When I mentioned Johnny's I meant the boys)...I realise they have their own great personality that I should follow...This is the things I want to extract from them which I believe will make me a better person......

Sakurai Sho:

I want to be hardworking and smart like him...I love his interest in exploring new areas in his life and new things, his determination to learn things...I want to be dependable like him....FYI, he's a singer, rap-writer,actor, host, newscaster and he's the first Johnny's to pursue a high education at Keio university in economics. BTW, we both are not really good in fashion...haha

Ninomiya Kazunari:

Well, he's determined and bratty and cute but what I really admire in his personality is his passion about money...not that greedy type of passion but he knows the important of saving money...He does not like to treat people and don't like to spend it unnecessarily....I mean, he set a limit of price to a restaurant he'll go which is 10000 yen (Utaban, 2010). Well, since japanese cost of living is high, 10000 is quite small...haha...For me, I would never pay more than 4 ringgit fora drink...that counts Starbuck out....

Matsumoto Jun:

I like his DoS-ness...I want to try to become Do-S...haha..But I am already a Do-S sometimes....haha...Besides, he has this lady skills of cooking and cleaning that I lack so I really want to be able to do what he can do....

Ohno Satoshi:

He gives me this aura that says, being who you are is the best no matter what kind of person you are. I want to be myself when I thought of Ohno. He is the most unleaderlike leader but still manage to be a good leader to ARASHI..he kept his blur personality, and does not care about anything much...He's a person that would not easily be stressed...Besides his loves for his mother( He stated that if there's an earthquake and he can only bring 3 things one of it he'll bring his mother....) makes me realise i want to be a good daughter and make my family happy....

Aiba Masaki:

His loves and passions toward making everyone happy makes me want to be one to...He'll do anything to make people happy...Yup, he's a hentai and a bit scatterbrain but I see him as someone innocent....Gosh, I want to give my best in anything I do just like him....

Akanishi Jin:

He's quick thinker and rational. He knows how to plan and strive for his best...He is selfish in the process of achieving his own dreams but at the same time, many people stated that he's a very considerate man. He look out for others...He's determination to pursue his dreams is very strong....He doesn't give a damn what people said about him....That's why I want to be someone like him...

There's other good quality from other Johnny's like Tackey and his caring-ness but I'll stope here....

That's all from me...

Jaa ne~!!!

Working???

2010-05-04T19:41:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo,
I've been watching Kaibutsu-kun last week. One of the episode is about kaibutsu-kun learned about importance of working for money...It made me wonder, what so good getting your first payment after a hard work...or work...
Then I thought for myself: Qila, raksasa pun kerja n x duduk saja...ko nak jadi ape...tgk dlm citer tu susahnya nak cari kerja....haish...
So, while I was itting at my mom's room, an I dea popped out of my head...
I called my mother and did a promotion sounding something like this...
Ma,
mama nak x pergi kerja awal tapi tak perlu bangun awal sangat? (FYI, my parent leave the house at 6.50 so my mum usually wakes up at 5.00 or 5.30...)
Mama boleh menyediakan sarapan tanpa bimbang baju x bergosok segala..
Jadi, qila nak wat business la ma... Qila nak amik upah gosok baju...qila x minta banyak..Just nak rasa pengalaman dpt gaji...haha...

My mum was like ok. First I offered RM1 per set of cloth but she told me she'll agree with RM 22 per month...I was super happy and agreed with it. I told dad and dad propose me a raise in RM 3 if I clean the house...God, it's my routine cleaning the house even if I'm not payed but...Rezeki Jangan Ditolak...Gosh I'm cheap...

Well, at least, I have something to do....
I love this quote from kaibutsu-kun which sounded almost like this...haha..I have bad memories..
work->pay->spend->happy...In my case, save instead of spend...

so, Jaa ne!!!!

From a Daughter to A Person Called Mama

2010-05-01T20:25:00.000-07:00

Mama,
Sorry...
For not being a perfect daughter...
A daughter everyone desires...
A daughter that has the looks, the manners and the skills...
A daughter that is an angel of the family...

Mama,
I'm full of imperfections...
I've no beauty of a model or angel...
My hair is not as swift and soft as the feather blowing in the wind,
My eyes are never as lovely as the sapphire that will melt the heart of the seers...
My lips is not as red as the blood
My figure is like a bag of flour or maybe a pumpkin...
What beauty do I posess...
I'm sorry for that...

Mama,
Dare I say,
I'm not that ladylike at all,
I know nothing when it comes to visitors visiting....
My dressing never fits a girl,
My way of life is as rough as the wave at sea...
My words are always filled with rudeness and roughness...
I'm so not what you called 'perempuan melayu terakhir'
And I'm sorry for that...

Mama,
Sorry,
For I don't posess any skills that you can be proud of,
Cooking is like addmath to me,
Education is average for me,
Cleaning is the same....
What skills every girl shall posess none I have...
I know you're embarassed with that facts...
And Again, I'm sorry....

Mama,
I've been thinking...
Is my birth to you a punishment for you?
Why did god gave you this kind of daughter to you...
What have you done to deserve such unlucky daughter like me,
Do I deserved to be born by you,
The most beautiful lady I've ever seen,
The most sincere and kindhearted lady I've known,
The most feminine and ladylike I've known,
The best cook in my life,
The best lady in this world and...
The best mother I've known...
I'm sorry...
For you to give birth to a daughter like me...

Trip to The Zoo

2010-05-01T20:04:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo!
Cewah, tajuk macam buku cerita kanak2 plak...haha
Anyway, let's get to the point...

Yesterday at 7.00 in the morning
Abah:La, La...(Sambil berbaring di atas katil)
Me: Ye...(Dgn tuala di atas kepala...)
Abah:Nak gi jalan mana hari ni? Nak pergi zoo x?
Me:Jom!!!(with an excited tone)
Abah:Zoo Melaka ke Negara?
Me:Ikutlah...x kisah...

Bla..bla...(slot membuat pilihan n mama menelefon hotel)

Me:Abah, hotel dh fully book...
Abah:Kalu macam tuh, Jomlah, gi zoo negara..Cepat siap, nanti tengahari panas...
Me: Yeay!

So, the journey started...
We arrived there around 9...It cost us RM 20 per person to enter the zoo. Entering the zoo, Mama started considering if we should use the train but I insist that we walk...I want a close-up look at the animal n also it's my alasan to put off if not much, a bit of my weight....Ok, forget about it...Dad agreed with me so we walked. Well, of cousre I took pictures as memories...haha

Picture session!!!

P;S: sakit hati sbb x reti nak zoom guna phone baru...

I've been to zoo negara before but somehow, I felt quite unexpectedly really exciting seeing the giraffe. I got really excited with the fact that I saw it's tongue!!!! Warna cam bibir org merokok...thus NO SMOKING EVERYONE IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE A GIRAFFE(Fine, dh start merepek...)Anyway, only giraffe looks cute with that colors of tongue...A fact I manage to know just yesterday...Giraffe gives birth while standing and dropped their babies at 2m heights without the baby being injured whatsoever....

Flamingos all around...The lake was very beautiful with birds and flamingoes around...I didn't take any photos of it accept this one...My dad did all the photographing...hahaBtw, ignore my body that looks so fat in the photos

Ok, this kangaroo is like some wild kangaroo. Not cute at all...

Pelanduk or Kancil...wonder is it tthe same? Anyway, there's raindeer in here...Kawaiii~!!!

This tiger kept going back and forth like it was searching for some kind of victim...Btw, this is what-so-called Harimau Malaya.

My dad was seriously obsessed with this buffalo due to it's tough body and it's muscle...He couldn't stop talking about the buffalo...I was like..ll-.- whatever...

This camel was like only a hand distant from me...I could almost touch it but I didn't...scared? I'm not sure myself..It's cute though...

It's a sun bear....kawaii na? A photogenic sun bear. It went straight up when we tried to take a photo of it....

At the penguin house...I don't like what they did to the penguin. I mean, they are not free...and not as cute in south pole but, i guess it's the only thing they could do putting it in a very small glass cage(is it what they call it?) in order to keep it alive...

My favorite part!!!! Orang Utan baby....it's so cute...It's really interested in my phone strap...haha...Kawaii~!!! I spent quite some time playing with it...haha...

My family....

My brother's present to me....

It was a tremendous day and my legs hurt after that...haha...We went to Subang Parde after that and dad purchase a cycling exercise machine...haha....

To be honest I love the zoo very much and I would love a date at the zoo....I love seeing animals and interacting with them...oh, before I forgot, I actually manage to touch a pony!!! sukenye~~!!!!!! Next, we'll be going to Zoo Melaka....I want to go to many zooo~!!!!

That's all,

Jaa ne~!!

Friends through good n bads...

2010-04-29T04:40:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai...

Ohayo!

I'm a person that really believes in friendship...I befriend everybody...Yes, I am grateful that they are my friend but there's only few that I believe and always believe are my BFF...They are people who accept me:

a)Even if I have no sense of fashion n not good looking...

b)When I was a nobody until I become a somebody...Few people approach mke only after they see how good i am...how successful I am..When I was just an average girl with not-so-good mark, they never pay any attention to me...But my BFF were always there even when I got 5% for my addmath...

c)for who I am..They accepted my personality as I am..the goods and bad in me...I want to change to a better person because of them...

These are the friends that I love so much!!!!

Wahida, Janice,Kamila, Nadia and Khalijah...Friends I'll always treasure...

Thanks for being a friend...

Love them!!!!

2010-04-29T03:14:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai!!!

Ohayo!
Well, I just came back from a small pizza party with Kamila, Wawa, Janice n Khalijah...
It was quite a blast party.
Yesterday when I took my SPM certificate, I met with Khalijah n she asked me to come to her house. She'll treat us pizza! Me and Wawa was like, ok...this is great~! I told her I'll inform Janice about this so in the evening, I manage to call Janice. I told her about the party and she agreed...It's impossible for Janice to resist food...especially free food...I wonder how she kept herself fit...
At 1.01(in the morning) Wawa message me asking me about Kamila but I only noticed the message in the morning...(I was super sleepy coz I was taking some runny nose medicine)...I text her back asking I don't know anything about kamila and asked her wether we should buy some 'jajan' to Khalijah house and she agreed. We went earlier and dropped at 7 eleven. I bought 2 chips...and we went to my ex-school to meet Janice. She was so happy. I mean we haven't met for quite some time so...It's normal to be this excited...
We arrived and there she is...in her baggy t-shirt and skirt...our vampire, Khalijah. She brought us to her room..(Small, simple but comfy). We stayed there for a while before went down. Our pizza arrived late than we expected so they gave us a free pizza coupon.
Oh yeah, I forgot! Kamila arrived just before the pizza arrive. We beat and eat...there's Janice pervert session...Kamila's solving puzzle session, old memories session and story session...It was a blast!!! I love it. I hope we can do it again other time...If nadia is here it will probably be better...
It turns out, me and Janice is the only one change after our college a.k.a. f6 time..We were more socialize and girlish than before but Khalijah will always remain as our vamopire and wawa will always be wawa...I miss the time when we sit together during school time. there's this 4 table next to the door. I'll be sitting next to the door and wawa next to me. Behind me is Janice and behind wawa is khalijah...we're usually just with each other...fighting,. ortal, homework, everything is fun those times...

I hope our friendship will remain forever no matter where we'll be going...

That's all....

Qila Never Ending Depression!

2010-04-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

Ohayo,

Hai Hai...
I still remember Mdm Nazeera told before that people can be very depress if they have nothing to do for a long period of time...I'm starting to see it myself (in me!) I'm starting to have look negatively on my life although some are good news...

1st: I'm starting to feel my body is weighing high n high every single day!

2nd: I'm feeling useless...Yesterday, my mum and dad were babling at me about getting a job...they asked me to go find a job..the problem is, I don't want whatsoever work that has to do with cashier-ing, watress-ing and clean-ing....I want to do office type of job...Then, they started making a big deal that I am such a choosy person when it comes to work n I'll end up having problems looking for job in the future...I love to try taking a job but at the same time laziness is conquering my life...(ALASAN!!!)

3rd: I kind of feel unappreciated and not needed. Well, let's keep this only to me...I feel that I'm so excited over an event but the other party are not...Am I 'over'??????

4th:I have mood swings

5th:I'm becoming lazier n lazier every single day....

6th: I hate n scared of driving class!!!! (paranoid me...)

7th: I am starting to feel uncomfortable around new people...or crowd...

8th: I desire an outing but no one wants to go with me!!!!!

On the other hand, I felt excited over a few things...

1st: During Asasi, I'm don't really spend much which left me balance of RM1200++ I'm super excited when I take out more than half the money recently...Guess what, I bought myself a new handphone...sony ericsson w595...pink colour!!!I'm still getting used to it though coz, I usually use nokia...

2nd:My weight that I thought was increasing actually decreasing...The diet I went through worked...all my crazy dancing(to release my tension)in my room actually paid out. I want to go for jogging actually but going alone is not fun...

3rd: There's a rumor that Akanishi Jin will be the japanese captain in Pirates of The Carribean 4...or if not, he'll be an important role in it. He manage to ace the part after he passed the audition..Omedetou!!!!!!

Well, that's all for today!!!

Jaa ne!!!!

RANDOM~~~

2010-04-20T21:42:00.000-07:00

Ohayo~!

Hai Hai!

Smiling to myself when I remember a conversation with my mom....

Me: Cantik x muka qila? (showing a picture i capture by phone...)

Mama: Cantik...Muka kau memang cantik pun...
Me: hehe..ye ke...
Mama: ye..
Me: sayang kan..kalau qila kurus mesti cantik kan?

Yesterday I just told my mum how worried I am toward my increase of weight and she just told me to think positive....tHANKS MAMA...

I love my MAMA~!!!!

Two Part of Me

2010-04-20T18:45:00.000-07:00

Ohayo~!

Hai Hai...
Everyday I realise when something happen, there's 2 part of me...
A part that always ok with whatever bad things happen to me...
and, a part that will hate and despise whatever or whoever do something that will cause my frustration and all.

I know, I'm not being honest with myself and people. The 2nd part of me is the real thing. Though that part slowly swept away when I'm positiv-ing myself...it takes time though...To look away from bad things that happen to me but I'm trying my hardest.
Smiling to someone that have hurt me is painful...hurtful...
Being nice to these people kills the nerve out of me...
Enduring is also a pain...
I'm trying my best so that I can endure this pain and blow this hatred feeling away...

To all the people I love~!

2010-04-20T03:44:00.001-07:00

You...
You are a part of my life,
A page in my book of life,
A leaf in my tree of life,

You are the essential of my life...
The sun in a shiny day,
The wings to the bird,
The music in the songs

I didn't mean I can't live without you...
It's just,
A day without the sun is a gloomy day,
A bird without wings can still live but can't fly
Without music we can still sing...
Without leaf, the tree can still stand...
But the beauty of all of it disappears
You complete my life
Without you, it seems empty...

Thank You...

STRESS!~

2010-04-17T06:02:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai

Ohayo!

New post after some time.
Well, I'm quite down this few days and a bit 'cuak' because many things will happen next week.
My driving license class, my MEdSI and result of my interview whether I got it or not. I don't want to go for the or any interview coz I felt really scared. I'm so not confident about it. Driving lagilah...Ayam pun lagi pandai lintas jalan dr aku, ni kan plak nak pandu kereta.,
I guess i have my mum's genetic.LOL.
I have some complication that I don't know wether i should keep it to myself or not. I'm not sure if it is just my feelings or it really happen...Plus...people around me nowadays are acting in a way that stressed me and make me feel really guilty. Damn....this is so frustating.
Well, that's all....
Jaa ne...

TESL OR NOT?

2010-04-11T00:34:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo~!

Well, I am troubled and in a deep dilemma. Before I entered TESL foundation, my parents prefer me to be involve in medical thingy like doctor or nurse or pharmacist type of job. I was against it and insist on taking TESL because English is my passion...or more like I'm interested to be a teacher. They finally agreed with my choice but they want me to pursue a career as a lecturer...not teacher. I like looking at teenagers + children and giving out information.
Thus,
Giving information + loves Children and teenager = teacher

I'm so not interested in being a lecturer because it's not that fun. I want to teach children with 0-10% of knowledge than stuent who's aware of many things.
However, now I'm thin king whether I'm suit to be a teacher. I don't think children like me like I do like them. I hate presenting in front and my result is just unbelievably disappointing. I',m scared to go through the interview. I feel that I have no whatsoever knowledge about current issues and I so don't care about it. Seriously I realise now that teaching will surely be hard for me. Apart of my heart is telling me to ace the medsi but another part of my heart is saying that i better flunk this test. I don't know anymore....

Well, that's all.

Jaa ne.

Qila Much...

2010-04-09T04:13:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo!
Let's talk about me, me and me...I just realize how different am I from people around me when I look around.
It's fun to be different from others as it makes me feel special.

They admire the air of summer and the scent of spring,
I love the coldness of winter

They are like bats, active at night
Yet, I prefer the freshness of the morning dew

Korean boys are the 'thing' today
My life still revolves around Japanese boys

Shopping is every girl's passion
Yet, I don't see the fun in it

Handsome boys or hunky man are attractive
Still I choose beautiful man.

They love chocolate for it's choc-ness
I dislike it...

Obsessor is a fool (they say)
I find it as a hobby...
P.S. i don't think it's necessary to put any image here cuz you know how I am..haha

Seriously, sometimes, I like doing things my own way. I don't like things that are too famous or popular. I love being different yet acceptable. Well, that's all

Jaa ne!~

If I Own All The Money n The World!!!

2010-04-04T22:57:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo,
Due to maximum boredness, my mind is full of craps. Craps here and there...
Just now, I was wondering what it would be like if I own all the money in the world....

Of course I'm not going to talk about donating or giving some to my family...I'll talk what I would do for my self.

1st : I want to own a huge cottage-like mansion surrounded with colorful flowers....

2nd: I want cute butlers like in mei chan no shitsuji and cute 'maid-cafe' like maid to take care of me and the house....kakkoi!!!!

3rd: I want to own a room sized wardrobe like Kimora Lee....

4th: I want to eat different country's food every day....

5th: I want to own a white lion, a horse and a koala bear as pets!!!! I also want to open my own zoo with animal from all across the world!

6th: I want to have more than one laptop and phone...cool...all in pink.

7th: I want to create a channel for only shows about J.E, Japanese Dramas, Japanese Anime and Korean Dramas with subbed version.

8th:I hate going to concert so I want live and direct premier of the concert I like to my house....cool!

9th:I want to direct dramas and movies where J.E. boys as the cast

10th: My holiday would be going to every country in this world

11th:I want to own each weapon in this world so that they would stop the war....Is it possible without any weapon?

12th: I want to teach just like Yankumi...

13th: I want to create Qin Theme Park.

14th: Of coz, I want to be swept of the ground by my knight and shining armor and built a happy family with him and have lots of children...

15th:Lastly, I want to learn a lot of things and discover the world's wonder

I guess that's all I want. It's true Money can't buy happiness but it's a lie that happiness does not need money...Well, A girl can dream can she?

That's all,
Jaa ne!

No Theme

2010-04-01T16:50:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo!
Wonder why my title is no theme? Well, I'm writing about lot of things today! Just bear with me k?

Well, I'm kind of bored to death these few days. There's nothing to do. Activities I planned are mostly left undone.
Activities I planned :
Cook (only cook spagetti n bbq-ing hot dog)
Read MedSI(i read around 10 page and got bored n only do the exercise)
Driving(My mum have not permit me yet)
Working(I'm too lazy n I don't want to work as cashier at any fast food restaurant which is the only choice i have)
Fan-fictioning(After a few episode, I felt it's not good and delete it. Then i'll start a new and the process start again.)
Dramas and videos:None are good. Arashi had finished their Ans show and I've watch it. I'm sure I'll get bored after this with no more Ans to watch.
Movies(Still wondering what to watch)
FB-ing(Bored)

I think I'm just fattening up my body. I want to go jog but there's no one to go with me. Since Wawa is still in Pahang, I have no one to go with me.

I am so pessimist this couple of day. When I realise that I'm already 19 and going 20 next year. I realise, time moves fast. When I look at old people and death of other people, I realise, they used to be my age. Too many changes and growing up. I don't want to grow up! I miss my school time when there's not much to think of accept studying. Time of playing on the slide and swings. If you play on it now, people would be like "Hai, x sedar ke dah tua? Xde keje ke nak wat? Gi tlg org tua kat rumah lg bagus>" haha....anyone with time machine?

I finished watching 1 litre of tears and let me tell you, I cried more that 1 litre of tears. That drama left me a great impression about how lucky it is to lead your life everyday and appreciate it. She can barely walk or write, have to sacrifice her love, yet she's very strong in leading her life bringing the warmth to the family. I can't believe it is based on true stories. Mum asked me what would I do if I were her. I thought for a while. I want to say I'll be strong as her but I know, I'm not strong as her. I might be depressing and troubled people around me. I'm doing that now and I don't want to worsen it. Whatever it is, I just want to be happy and appreciate everyday of my life.
I also finish watching Yamanade. Funny but still made me crying. I don't really crazy about that story like I used to. I can only gave it 3 star. Then again, it would be cool to live with 4 of the cutest boy on the earth(preferably japanese) who does not care about your complex. From this drama, I realise even good looking guy have their own complex. I just could not understand one thing about this drama. How could a mother, can't look at her own son jus because her son is too famous. She had nervous breakdown because of it.

I'm so stressed these few days because bad rumors kept coming in about Jin and ARASHI. How could they say ARASHI show's rating is disspaointing? They are really stupid aren't they? I mean, it's because of them the show rating increase. Why don't they try change the host. I bet the show will probably drop immediately. Don't compare them to their senior. Seriously, they did their best. I hope they aren't pressurize by all this comment and critisism on people. Jin on the other hand, stop your 'i'm-the-best-just-because-i-learn-english-in-America' attitude. I'm starting to hate some of his attitude. Seriously, I hate him being americanized. He's such a justin copycat. Singing everything in english is just not you. Gosh, I'm starting to miss the old him before he went to America with his bright and cute attitude as well as his bakanishi-ness. Even if you're not that popular back then but seriously, you're a better guy than now. I even think your old voice is better than now. Seriously, his looks now is not as good as last time. But I don't like him because of his look s only but because he thinks like me. He do most of the things like I do. It's good to see there's others like you. God, my tears going to come out.

ok, that's all...
Jaa ne!

CHANGES???

2010-03-25T00:00:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo!
How does it feel to have someone you used to be very closed with changes? Well, that's the problem I'm facing now.

We used to be very close and I like how they treat me. How they do their things. Now that I opened my eyes after some time, they had change. They become someone I hardly know. Someone I never expected them to be. I like how crazy they are, how happening they are but the changes transformed a part of them that I like. They used to be different in their own ways which attracted me to befriend them but now, they're just normal people.
I used to have fun talking to them, but now, I can't see the joy anymore. Maybe I just can't kept up with you and have a hard time accepting the changes. I told you I'm happy fo your changes but deep down, it's hurtful when someone so special turned out to be someone new. I know, I should be happy with your changes...I want to...but...give me time to accept who you are now. Give me time to understand the new you.
I need to realize that things could not be how they used to be. Changes are necessaries. I too need to change myself to a better person. I don't want to be left behind when people are advancing but...I need time. I wonder if people are accepting me as the way I am now....
I just hope that special someone will never change because, I already like you the way you are. However, if you do change, I hope our friendship will never affected by the changes...

Well, that's it...
Jaa ne!

Ho-Ho-Holiday

2010-03-22T05:16:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai!

Ohayo...well basically, I'm boring now so I'm just going to write something.

This evening, I was super duper bored...nothing can express how bored I am. So, I decided to youtube something particularly about my JIN. I saw the new episode of CK out subbed. It features my Jin. However when I watched it, it stated Jin going double-dating with Junno. Oh that ripped my heart. Curse that model. He's kind of excited with the fact that beauties co-star with him which make it more hurting. I quickly shut the video off.
I know, I'm just some fangirl who's totally obsessed with him and he does not in a thousand years know about my existence. Knowing him really motivated me. I feel that he's always cheering for me through his(their) song. He has the same personality like me making me feel that I'm not alone. That's why I feel he's real and exist in my life.....
I know I have no right to feel whatsoever feeling but, hey...a girl can dream can she. As long as I am single & mingle...I'm so going to keep believing he's my prince...eventhough he's married...what an obsession....
By the way, I spent the evening dancing at the living room with my sister. Accept...she's doing korean and I'm doing Japanese...haha...crazy siblings. I think I'm the over-excited one...thumping-twisting-twirling-gelek-ing...haha...baka...

That's all...
Jaa ne!!!

End of Misery

2010-03-21T05:13:00.001-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo...

First and foremost, Asasi n final exam is over. Seriously, I feel like shouting hooray that day but it's so not me...haha...At the same time, I felt sad that I might not meet some of them again especially my closest friend. Btw, thank god I don't have to study anymore...(apart from Medsi thingy).

Nad went back as soon as we arrived at Mawar followed by me at 6.00. Luckily Neko is around to 'teman' me to do the clearance thingy. I helped her with her things before we sat down at the meja McD Mawar to wait for our parents. My family arrived not long after we were just about to settle down.
I just hope at the end of the day, i would not end up at Mawar again....
Well, these fist two days of 'nothing-to-do' is filled with family activities. Yesterday we went shopping at AEON. Gosh I wonder what's got into my dad. He was a shopaholic yesterday. He bought a rm2000++ digital camera and other things. He told me i can buy a phone (which I never thought he would say yes. All those worrying is for nothing...haha). I bought myself a very cheap shades. Dad bought me a MEDSI book...(dun think i would open it yet)....The best of all is of course...SUHBI!!!UNAGI! SALMON! Mecha Umai...I felt so blessed with my dad's good mood these days. I hope he'll keep on being like this. By the way, manage to put my fanfic at LJ....have a peek.

Going to miss you guys...

That's all I guess...

Jaa ne!!!

HATE ME?

2010-03-07T17:22:00.000-08:00

Hai Hai,
Ohayo!
I know i should be studying now but I'm so not in the mood. besides, i manage to cover many things yesterday(regarding literature)...
These couple of days,bad luck kept coming in to me...it's as if I'm a magnet for bad luck. My purse is gone...My jin Jin picture is in there...who the hell took my purse...the story is quite long and I don't think it's necessary to talk about it..
let's move on to the real thing. there's this ..what should I call her? let's name her 'noisy girl'..back to the story, she said this hurtful things about me which I don't want to talk about as it really hurt me. Thank u Iz for telling me coz I think I need to know about this although i can sense it since the day she asked me about my result. At first when i heard about it, i don't feel anything but when I think back the next day, the word 'x layak' kind of hurt..haha..lambat pickup nye aku ni..I told my mum about it and she was kind of furious with the 'noisy girl'. Then I decide to told al and rynn since they are the closest to me hoping it'll end there but somehow the story spread among our friends but luckily not many knows about it. I should've known..nvm about that...
I spend my study leave mostly at Rynn's room with a few friends. Last time we talked about the haters of us...unfortunately, they told me i have none...ok..mi know there must be at least 3 to 4 but maybe it's not a big thing. I was wondering why they must hate others and be so jealous of others. It's just so wrong to hate a person's natural attitude. It still ok if you hate that person because they are faking their characters but if they are who they are, you don't deserve to hate them. Rynn told me that 'you are nobody unless someone hates you' or does it sound differently???hmm..whatever it is, it's something like that..does that mean I'm a nobody?
I guess I am. well...if anyone doesn't like me that's ok. I don't give a damn...You hate me coz you don't know me. To be honest I'm very good at faking ch characters...You might see me as strict or Innocent but I can be very 'manja' sometime, I'm very 'gedik' at home.I make my family laugh with my hyper attitude at home...sometime I can be very 'perempuan melayu terakhir but at times i might be very 'ganas'..haha..B I can even be evil..but better if you don't see it.
I guess that's it...wish me luck for my final n gud luk 2 all my 1C family who I love so much and to other friend of mine...
by the way, a reminder to ALL the haters, hating my friend means hating me...so you're just making me hate you. Even if I smile and greet you, I don't frickin mean it...see how hypocrite I am? haha...

jaa ne...

Ha..Hu...Hi...

2010-02-15T17:21:00.000-08:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo,
It's been a long time right? :)
I've been quite busy these days. Well, let's get on with the post~

The biggest news is my lappie ish sick...I accidentally spill some water(barley) onto it...I am mecha depressed with the keyboard being 'crazy'. Now I need to use a USB keyboard to do my work...Urusei..On the night I spilled barley on my lappie is the meeting of MAWARIAN with the head of floor or whatever they call her. She's such a stuck up for bragging and scolding us around just because we didn't come to the 1st meeting. What the hell....Actually, only 2 person from our floor attend the 1st meeting which made her furious. She has the right to be mad but what with the bragging "I'm-the-whatsocalled-good-student-for receiving-scholarship-whatsoever". Like I even care. She held us ucntil one o'clock..
My birthday? It's just a normal birthday but I received a lot of wish. A few of my friends sang 4 me through phone at 12 in the morning. Messages were non-stop thatnight. I manage to get some cupcakes from some friends. I don't like sweet things, but what the heck...Nad+Neko+Nik gave me a brooch...Thanks again to all that have wished and give me gift. t
There are ambush at Mawar. Block B was spotcheck. The worse is, an Ustaz is doing the spotcheck in a girls' dormitory...get a life..Many incident happened but i don't think i have the right to talk about it since i'm not the one experiencing it..let's leave it like that...
Well..that's all I guess 4 today...
Bye!!!!

Jaa ne...

So Far So Good...

2010-01-14T02:08:00.001-08:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo,

How r u guys. I'm quite happy these past few days...Nothing big but many good things happen...I got band 5 for my MUET test...Yokatta ne? I am super happy. It's actually quite surprising for me myself as I never expect to get this kind of mark. I was so scared that night so I asked my roommate to check my result through sms since my phone had problems SMS-ing. I was so sleepy so I asked her to tell me in any way before I go to class the next day. When I woke up the next day, guess what? I got band 5. I checked back through SMS and seriously it's not a joke. Alhamdulillah n I'm very grateful to ALLAH. Sadly, the one I expected to pass MUET somehow failed to get band 4. Don't worry, there's something opened for u out there...Gambatte. I am also not confirmed to continue TESL as I still have MEDSI to take in April...

Today, Haziq gave me an ARASHI poster...Kyaaa!!!~ Thanks a billion time haziq...tq tq tq...By the way, the only bad news I have so far is, I am not going to go back this week....:(
My broadband today at INTEC is super OK but at MAWAR is super bad....stupid MAWAR....

That's all I guess...

Jaa ne!!!

Teachers n Educator....

2010-01-07T22:32:00.000-08:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo!

What's a teacher to me? Well, for me a good educator or teacher means a lot of things.

A teacher I want to be: A teacher that will always be there for the students in any circumstances. A teacher that put on student first before herself. A teacher that could be a friend instead of a normal teacher. A teacher that treat everyone the same even if they're not good academically. A teacher that would always draw a smile in front of the student and knows when the best time to be angry at them. Someone who won't complain about the student and a teacher who'll trust her student. The best example is my idol: YANKUMI

A teacher I would not want to be: A teacher who complains about the student. A teacher who think of herself more than the student. A teacher that think academics is everything. A teacher who makes a hell in student's life. A fussy teacher and a 'rule-makes-the world-go round' type of teacher. A teacher is buyers.

A teacher is someone's pure. They light up the student's life. I hate teachers that can't sacrifice their needs for their student. Someday, I'll be a great teacher like Ustazah Siti Aida, Ustazah Salizah, Puan Chong, Puan Rozana and Puan Rusmin. They are the teacher I envy for always want the best for us as student. Love them..

The reason I wrote this is because of an incident 2 days ago and yesterday. I am a really low-esteemed student whereby I really need to brace myself to talk to someone especially lecturers and teachers. On Thursday, I brace myself to talk to this lecturer to ask a question. It really takes a lot of thinking and courage to actually even open my mouth. I just said that I wanted to meet her but she reply to me with a bit in my opinion a bit harsh tone saying she's busy. I don't mind if she's busy but why must the harsh tone. She asked me the reason and when I explained to her, she answer it also with the same tone like I'm some kind of a guily student or something. I kind of feel down. That didn't stop there. The next day, she told the whole class that what I did was kind of rude and demanding. Of course she didn't say out who did it but then again, some of them knew about it. I can't believe an educator would say "Are you free after this? I was wondering if i could see you" is demanding. I didn't mean it. Can't you say it in a better way? It's super sarcastic. I would really want to thank her for lowering my self confident. Don't worry about me repeating that mistake coz I won't even want to see you personally again. I can't talk like u so don't expect me to be like you. You successfully ripped my heart. THANK YOU!!!! It's my first time hurt by the word of an educator.....I cried...because of you. Not the tears of happiness or thankful but the cry of sorrow after my heart and self esteem ripped by you. I respect your knowledge and appreciate you and I'm sorry if you read this coz If I don't express this, I might turn worse. Sorry.....If only there's a teacher like Yankumi in this world....

"I'll make sure each one of you graduate" ~ Yankumi

UNBELIEVABLE!!!

2010-01-02T05:47:00.000-08:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo,

Sorry but this post will start with unpleasant thing as I want to complain about this girl/boy(I'm not quite sure myself). I was youtube-ing and a girl make the word 'brat' a huge matter. Ok, fine, she's from an english country but daa, everybody know the brat they're referring too is just some kind of joke. Brat in this case means naughty which is far from cursing word. It does sound funny and it really describe that person...U want to fight with other fan just because of the word brat? What a small minded person...

By the way, holiday will end tomorrow...Wish me luck in this remaining days at hell..
luv u all!!!

jaa ne!!!

Hello 2010!!

2010-01-01T04:56:00.000-08:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo!

How are you guys!!
It looks like our 2009 books had been close at 12 a.m. today!!!
How do you celebrate it? I celebrate it today (1/1/10) with Johnny's countdown concert, ARASHI performance at Kouhaku and KAT-TUN BTR. It makes my heart go doki doki!!! They're just so cute. They're don't mean just ARASHI and KAT-TUN but also including other Johnny's boy...They are awesome. Though, i am really dissapointed with KAT-TUN's voice which kind of ...how do you say it: SUMBANG...Dun worry my dear boys, I'm still supporting you.
My work is 95% done..haha..holiday is kind of ok I guess.

The most Exciting part:

MY NEW YEAR GOAL: Get into TESL programme in degree!!!
My big goal (more of a not-going to-be Dream) : Meet my dreamguy!!! + get slimmer...haha
I guess that's all today!!!

Akemashite Omedetou happy new year!!!
Have a Wondy Year!!! Luv u guys!!!

Jaa ne!!!

Sweet n Bitter of Holiday

2009-12-28T22:57:00.000-08:00

Hai Hai!

Ohayo,

It's been 5 days of holidays and I'm quite enjoying it. Friday is just home day and I manage to finish reading half of 'The Importance of Being Earnest'. I'll give it 5 star out of 10 basically because the words used are so complicated. I'm now at Terengganu but before coming here last Sunday, I spend a night at Awana Kijal Terengganu. Awonderful hotel. It would've been the best holiday if it wasnt for Abah's temper rose the first day at the hotel. NOTHING is right for him and he can't stop complaining. Might as well enjoy it than waste the money of not having a great time. Luckily his temper went down on the evening. I dun noe why but I kept on bumping into this guy. Anywhere I went, he'll always show up. Though he's not my style so, who cares.
I manged to finish a lot of work here not forgetting a lot of videos too. ARASHI, KAT-TUN!! Everything is so tempting. By the way, Wawa called yesterday and we talked a lot!!! I' miss her so much!!! Why can't our holidays be the same? I want to meet her!
Well, that's all I guess!
Jaa ne!!

Holiday is so NOT HOLIDAY!!

2009-12-24T04:57:00.000-08:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo!

Guess whaty? Holiday has arrived. Of course you'll be imagining of facebook-ing the whole day, sleeping all day long and shopping all you want (esp when allowance just came in) but trust me,
my holiday is so not like that. Assignment is piling up high and I don't even know if I can finish it. Miss 'S' is so inconsiderate for asking us to read 4 short stories.
Like we have no assignment to finish.
Whateverla...
All I know, no holiday for us...the only holiday I get is holiday from climbing 4th floor of mawar..and dirty toilet..
I guess that's all.

Jaa ne!!!

A RECORD I NEVER SHOULD ATTEMPT AGAIN!!!

2009-12-22T19:07:00.000-08:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo!

guess where am I? I'm in the library although I'm suppose to to be in literature class...first time of playing truant. Well, I didn't want to but because 'miss S' didn't let us in because we're a few minutes late. I was helping rynn & fay fay & alyaa to take up their things and I was late to class. So it's not even my fault at the first place. Although my heart felt guilty for not attending class, a part of myself feels quite exciting. It's like a huge success..haha..Though I shouldn't be repeating this record again. Don't want to dissapoint my parents.
Actually, I'm losing focus this sem. I don't feel like studying or coming to class. I don't feel like doing assignments which made me end up in doing the assignments half heartedly. I'm not even sure if it will turn out ok. Same goes for the test. I'm depressed and stressed out. Maybe I need to return my habit of drinking green tea. But where to find?
Well, off to help my friend. Daa!!!!

Jaa ne!!!

HEADACHE WEEK!!!

2009-12-17T01:37:00.000-08:00

Hai Hai!!

Ohayo...

PAIN! TEARS!
The only words that can describe me doing the writing assignment. I've waste a lot of money trying to search for articles and print it out...I spend a lot of energy searching for topics at the library n going through the whole book in library....During the writing class, i feel like burst into tears and used all the swear word i know. That day was not my good day and i feel like playing truant. Now I have to re-do in a new topic..Frustated isn't it. Luckily everything's ok...I hope so.I've managed to pay the 'TATATERTIB' thingy at the pejabat last 2 days. Hilang satu beban...
Last sunday, Abah cam back from Hawaii and he bought a lot of stuff. I got a black t-shirt, a blue tracksuit(kind of), a dolphin phone strap and a turtle necklace. He bought food too. umphh!!!!I also cut my hair short. I got some compliments about my hair and also my new 'sale' cloth. I manage to create a theme for my dresssing this week. TURQUOISE WEEK where by all my attire for class is turquoise color. cute right?
My group won in reading presentation tioday!!!!It's so exciting!
Anyway, let's call it a day!!!

Jaa Ne!!!

New Semester

2009-12-07T02:53:00.000-08:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo!

Well, I haven't been updating my blog for quite some times right? I'm now in the room at 4th floor(It's more like 5th floor due to the fact that it has 0 floor. ) with no internet connection. Ok fine, I did some tatatertib thingy. Daa...It's suppose to be 3 warning before they could actually fine us. They're so corrupted. I'm going for my hearing tonight! the motive of doing some kind of hearings at night?I've thousand things to do than going to that stupid hearings. Right now I'm quite worried because:
1. We haven't had our rehearsal for tomorrow's drama
2.I haven't done any reading on the literature thingy
3.How many money am I going to lose today...
4.What about my demonstrative speech
5.Writing assignment. What article should I choose
6.What story am I going to present for story telling
7.radio drama
8.final drama
9.test next week.
Though I'm very happy coz mama bought me a RM300 something broadband. She's such an angel. I did regret of not coming home...but what the hell.
We change class in sem 2. Oh ya, my pointer for sem 1 is 3.52!!! Dad is not quite happy with it but mom is thankful. I'm targetting higher pointer.
Back to the story. I'm in class 2A. Nothing big but I manage to mingle around. I don't think the PKI members are like we used to. More like I'm not really close to them like before. I can't go out and have fun with them or eat with them because I'm saving my money. Thus I tend to be introvert this year. I want to rest while I can before my head go haywire. I miss them so much but I am myself. Like usual, I'm very selfish and I only care about myself. People don't understand me. They don't see it when i cry or sad. They see the smile carved on my face but that smile hid thousands of secret. I'm just ging to be how I am and go through this sem smoothly.
That's all from me...bye!!!
jaa ne!!!

Just a grass..

2009-11-05T18:45:00.000-08:00

This is a story about a grass. A green grass surrounded by beautiful flower in a beautiful garden. Everyday, the owner will come to the garden and look at the flower and every week, the grass will be cut off. There are a beautiful blue butterfly that will visit the garden everyday and the grass falls head over heels with the butterfly. However, the butterfly only approach the beautiful flowers and never even looked at the grass. The grass is too shy to talk to the butterfly so she can only admire the butterfly from far...
One day. a red rose asked the grass,"Every single day, I saw you admiring the butterfly. do you have a crush on him?"
The grass shyly answer it,"Is it too obvious?Do you think he notice me?"
"Notice you? Of course not. You're just a grass? There's nothing special about you. Look at yourself...all green and dull. Compare yourself to us. Actually there's nothing to compare with..."All the flowers in the garden laugh at her. Just then, the owner comes to the garden with a man.
"Can't you just cut off the grass. poison it or do anything as long as it doesn't grow anymore. It is very troublesome to cut it every week. I'll replace it with concrete or maybe some wood," the old lady said to the man.
"Are you sure about this?I'm going to cut it for real this time. You sure you won't regret it?"the man asked the lady.
"Oh what are there to regret...It's just a grass!"
'It's just a grass'. That word struck the grass's heart so much.

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This story applies to me. I always think that I'm just a grass that nobody will ever notice. I don't like hanging out with people not because i think i'm better than them or what but it's because I'm not up to their standard. Being raised by a strict father who's always telling me what to do turn me into a very dull person. I rarely break rules, I don't go out at night, I don't really know how to talk to guys...well, it's because i was told not to do it all. For my dad, even a normal call from a boy can make hims suspicious. I don't mind coz he's raising me well. My fashion is so yesterday, my way of talking is so boring and I'm don't have any special character...Plus I'm not that beautiful like other girls. People don't look at me and say,"You look good today" or "I like your style". During primary school, I changed best friend for so many times. I guess it's me. Eventhough I realised that people are sometime using me, I don't mind coz at least i have someone i can call friend.

Believe it or not, when I was in my early highschool, I used to rebel and I always feel that I'm unworthy. I feel that I'm just a burden to my parents. That time, I took a decision to do suicide but the funny thing is, I'm too scared to do it. People look at me and think I'm happy with the way I am but I'm not sure myself. There's no one to cheer me up or listen to me. ARASHI and KAT-TUN song and variety shows is the only solution to my problem. When I watch their show, i always wonder how can they be so freely to show their true self. Their song ahd always cheers me up during my depression time or sad time.
I wonder why do I keep believing in impossible dreams when i know it's...impossible. I'm tired of waiting for that moment to come...I just want to...what? I don't even know...:D
As i move to this phase of my life, I want to search for that dream I forgot...Now I vowed to my heart that I my first aim is to strive through my dream of being a teacher. I don't want to cry anymore. Eventhough I'm just a grass, I'm going to prove my purpose of life. I 'll be selfish for my own sake!!

Bitter + Sweet = Bittersweet

2009-10-22T05:20:00.000-07:00

Hi Hi,

It's been a tremendous day yesterday where I spent a full 8 hours of Arasi-ing with Wawa. I misses her so much since we seldom met. This year is our 11th year of friendship (older than ARASHI). Sometime I think we are meant to be BFF.
1st: We're both Aquarius

2nd: Our dad used to go to the same college

3rd:People always mistaken us. coz we look alike

4th:We both love Japan and Arashi.

5th: we both pick 2 of the most hottest Japanese guy

6th: MUET= same time(9.30a.m.)+same topic+same task+same mistake+same problem

7th:Our result always the same

8th:we share the same personality(mostly)

She came to my house around 10.30 whereby I prepare her some spaghetti. My first time cooking spagetti. I called my mum early that morning to ask about the recipes and I just do some mix and match with the recepies. Guess what? It's a total success!!We spend the whole day screaming and fan-girling on arashi. I showed all the videos I downloaded. It really made my day.
I won't talk about MUET coz I think it's a bit no-no for me. I am starting to feel scared now. I'm just going to do my best on my Listening, reading and writing...Study Hard!!!!
Today I had a fight with my sister. It's like we can't get into any understanding at all today. Ok. Blame iton her period thingy and her hormone. What the heck. I don't care if she's scolding me coz I'm going to scold her twice. Make me mad and suffer the consequences.
I'm so happy today since mama is going to be back in just a couple of minute. We'll be having Nasi Beriani from Batu Pahat as our dinner tonight...mmm...
Oh yeah, I'm so in love with HNA now. It's like a curse. I can't get it out of my head especially the mannequin 5 segment. they're just mecha kawaii!!! Oh yeah..I'm addicted to Nino's song now titled Himitssu which means secret in english. Actually I'm in love with the dance at the chorus part......He's the only one can perform that dance coz it looks so cute when he does it. Why does he always look like a kid....A beautiful kids..Seriously, the song and the dance is quite catchy. I feel like dancing along....

Credit: To JPoplovers (youtube) for subbing this vid...

We'll I guess that's it for today!!!
Jaa ne!!!

Sweet...

2009-10-18T18:37:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

I just came back from Johor yesterday to attend a wedding.' Though, I didn't go since I had a headache. Only my mom, my dad and Nana went. At least I had some quality time with my grandma which i seldom have. She asked about thngs happen at college and i told her about the whole 'homo busted' thingy. She was shocked and keep on asking me are they normal. I can't help but laugh when she told me that.
In exchange, she told me a story during the communist time. I was quite proud when my grandma said that my late grandfather survive although many other who takes part in patrolling died. Then, she told me about the hardship of life they used to lead, how she always dreamt of me and my aunt, the funny characters of my uncles and my dad when they was a kid and also some stories about how she almost got trick and rob during the raya. It's really enjoyable to get a chance to listen to that kind of story. Then, my 2 of my uncle came by and honestly, I don't really know how to serve tham or talk to them. After serving some drinks, I just went into my room.
That night, grandma kept asking me to sleep with her but i prefer to sleep in the room with my parents and siblings. I felt a bit guilty about it but i held on to my decisions. That night I regret it so much. Some of my family members snored so loud. It's like they're having a snore war or something. The air is so hot and there's scratching sound next to me. Actually we assume it's a cat trapped but we are forbidden to go there since there's snakes in there. That night, I can't get any sleep. many things come up into my mind so I just force myself to close my eyes so that i won't see any unwanted things. I kept on wishing that the morning will arrive soon.
The next day after coming back from Johor, i went to my aunt's open house in Keramat and then to my uncle's house which is just a few minutes from my aunt's house. I can just walk...He's having a new baby girl named Allysha Ariana. I wonder why but his first daughter Alliya ois crying like hell. She quiets down when she was taken to the room. Seeing them, I feel like having a baby too.....haha...don't mind me. I just love kids.
Well, that's all.
Bye Bye...

WILD DREAM

2009-10-16T00:36:00.000-07:00

Hai hai...
won't update on my activity today but on my crazy imagination(Let say the guy is Jin)...
1st: How would you want to meet your destined one?
I just came back from college or work and as i am walking home, Jin suddenly bumps into me. All my belongings as well as his falls down. He help with my things. Although i know that he's Jin, i just kept quiet becoz he might hate to be discovered. Then, I realise that my heels just broke. I kept quiet and let him go first. He saw and insist on buying me a new shoes. We went together to a shopping mall and e choose me a shoe. To repay him, I treat him for dinner. We had fun talking to each other and we exchange number and we hang out privately together where he introduce me to other of his friends including all the KAT-TUN, ARASHI and NEWS members....from there, loves bloom.....

2nd: What is your dream date?
A whole day together. First, he'll come over in the morning and we cook breakfast together. after breakfast, we go for a movie(he drives). Next we have lunch, a drive to the nearest beach and have a walk. At night, after dinner, he'll light up a firework for me under the midnight stars...so sweet..

3rd: How do you wish to be propose?
Jin asked me to go to his concert. Jin reserved a special sit for me. At the middle of the concert, he calls me on the stage. He kneels like a prince and with a ring on his hand he asked me, "would you be my angel? I miss you. I need you to be my angel." Then all the Kat-tun members will sing My angel, you're angel song. Then, he took out a gloves, put on his both hand. He slowly put on the ring to my finger....(That time, he's a muslim...haha). Each KAT-TUN member will then congrats me with a red rose...kya!!!!

4th:My dream wedding
Our main wedding dress will be designed by me. I just want a simple garden wedding with addition of some malays and japanese culture at Japan. Of course there'd be sushi and nasi minyak..haha..The important part is, the theme is white. We both will enter the 'pelamin' on a white horse. It'd be like a fairy tale. It'll just be a short & simple wedding where at the end of the wedding, we seal it with a kiss...(pervy). Of course the honeymoon should be just JAPAN. I want ARASHI and KAT-TUN to perform at least a song..
ARASHI: One love
KAT-TUN: they hardly have any song that suits a wedding..NVM

In order to achieve this, my first step should be going to Japan. Japan, wait for me...

Well, it's my imagination..way way wild imagination...well, a girl can dream can she?

2009-10-14T20:28:00.000-07:00

I've been obsessed about Japanese boyband especially ARASHI, KAT-TUN, NEWS and some others for quite some times. Many wonder why do i always obsessed with them but seriously, there's too many answers for that. One most important answer would be they're bond with each other. They're so close that some fangirls love them to be couple with each other eventhough they're not... If not, how do the fans create AKAME, OHMIYA, MATSUMIYA, SAKURAIBA or KOKAME? they're too close until they are considered as gay. however the fan loves it instead of hating it. All the boys came from different background and places and they were put into a band. For KAT-TUN, one of the members first hated the band until he ripped of the letter T which stands for him in KAT-TUN. Now, they are very close to each other and they would hang out together although they do fight sometimes. ARASHI manage to stay as idol for 10 years which in my opinion becoz of their very close bond with each other compared to other groups. When Aiba was hospitalized for lung problem, they are so worried about them. At the same time, aiba is worrying himself eause the members have to do his part of work. He express his sorry for the members at a tv show in a letter. They all end up crying (except Ohno) and it also makes me cry when he reads the letter. My heart just melt seeing they care for each other. take a look at this song from ARASHI titled la familia which is about them. the song conveyed their friendship but it's 5 years back. I love the chorus part..."found the reason to be strong, you are the one always in my heart my friend, everytime you call my name, i will be there no matter how far we are, you are my friend..." here's the translation. the vid suppose to have translation but it can't appear.

it all started in hawaii with “A.RA.SHI A.RA.SHI for dream”
one hard day after another and I had to shake hands with all of you.
I had no strength left, no sense of self, only worries to harbor;
even so I managed to see that invisible path and all but run for it.

Found a reason to be strong
You are the one
Always in my heart, my friend
Every time you call my name
I will be there
No matter how far, we are friends

finally I know who I am, I know where I'm standing;
when I can't see what's around me I just can't trust others.
certain things take time, others are just impossible even if I understand them
ok, time for me to step forward and go beyond this wall.
even if it's only been 5 years I'm not alone anymore, day by day I carry on aware of that feeling;
we struggle together, laugh together, enjoy ourselves everyday.
I thank everybody around me as I choose my own path.
my feet are on the ground.

Found a reason to be strong
You are the one
Always in my heart, my friend
Every time you call my name
I will be there
No matter how far, we are friends

what will happen five years from now? will we be having fun everyday?
will I be able to trust myself and others more than I do now?
the future from five years on is out there waiting with a smile.
if possible I'd like to see realized those wishes I once wrote in a letter.
from here on the path is that we are building, the long path we'll have to walk.
lonely top runners file up this running course,
at that time, who will be by my side? will it really be the five of us?
if I look around me now, you are here, everyone is here.

Found a reason to be strong
You are the one
Always in my heart, my friend
Every time you call my name
I will be there
No matter how far, we are friends

that time who will be by my side? will it really be the five of us?
if I look around me now, you are here, everyone is here.
that time who will be by my side? will it really be the five of us?
if I look around me you're there; our wishes, our thoughts continue from here on.

That 5 years is now where they are still together and successful. I longed for that kind of frienship and i love seeing boys like that. always close to each other. Kya!!!!
make sure u listen 2 this song cuz it's so sweet.However, it's 4 u 2 judge...they came up with another song this year for their 10th anniversaries. I cried. so sweet. On one article sho confess that he cried while writing the lyrics for it. Johnny Kitagawa really knows it when when he assign the boys to which group..haha..
Well, that's all....I 'm so into this song that i don't know what to write...daa.!!!

huhu...

2009-10-13T22:04:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai...

Holiday is here....not just holiday...1 month of nothing to do after almost 2 weeks of sleeping disorder due to exam...what can be more better.
I love it but i'm starting to get bored. Nothing 2 do. just some chores my mom asked me to do. Yesterday, i need to battle the maggots that invaded my house. Luckily my sis is at home. stupid maggots. i manage to kill most of it. well, actually, yesterday was like a bug day for me. in the morning, a cockroach suddenly jump on me and lurking around each part of my body...(disgusting). the evening, when i was about to throw the rubbish, i almost touch a maggot and lastly, another cockroach incident struck me. My house isn't that dirty, why do those stupid creature lurk in my house.
My activity for the whole holiday would be nothing other than facebooking...well, there's nothing else to do. I just watch goku dou high school just now. thought they'd stop the episode on mysoju but lucky me...i can't stop smiling when i watch it. Shen is just too good to be a cruel person. what caught my heart is of course my dearest dean fujioka. i always has this kame impression on him. maybe becoz he looks like him. My girl which is acted out by aiba also a blast. he's so different from his real self in this drama and the child is super cute. Don't call me a pervert but i accidentally open up a nude pics of Akanishi last time..he's so masculine....i think it's 2 time i watch it. Now i'm crazy on a drama t 8tv called Chinese paladin 3. the hero is super funny. seriously. i like it because it is vampire based.
Btw, just got news that akanishi had been struck by H1N1. POOR my dearest prince. he's ok now though. Wish Kame, Ryo and Pi will look after him more. What to write?
Breakfast: fruit salad. (stawberry+grape+apple with fruit salad sauce), fried chicken
Lunch: i wonder???
To day is my brother's birthday but I gave out his present early. can't blame me for my lack of patiency. I give him a bread key chain but he already broke it...stupid brother...don't know how to appreciate stuff. my mom also the same. thi is my first time buying stuff nd she didn't even wear the bracelet i bougth for her. more over, she she put it around where i thing she didn't even remember. i doubt she even realize the lsot of that bracelet. whatever....
That's all from me...dada

1C

2009-10-03T01:20:00.000-07:00

Some timeS ago, it felt just like a mere coincidence. Each of us are from different places but we end up in the same class. We don't know each other because we are stranger. It's not long till we become a family where we have Papi, Mami,Kak long Kak ngah or whatsoever. Before we knew it, it's almost the end of the semester and change of class is a must for the next semester. I still remember the first day when we greet each other in class as one of Miss Zarina's activities. I was like "what the heck is this activity? who cares about their idol or what their name. we will know it somehow,". However, i was wrong. it's the point where i realise how strong our bond between each other. It didn't take years for us to know each other well because we are honestly laughing, honestly crying, honestly study and honestly caring for each other. We shoulder sadness and hardship together but when you're there, we could turn it into smiles. There might be a moment of disliking each other or envying each other but i can see the sincerity of our friendship bond. I think in our class, Turis is the sun as she shines us with laughter and fun. She's the one who always promote us to be close as possible like family. Always planning activities for the whole class to participate. If these bond we share don't disappear, then we swear this love forever onwards and i hope this will make smile blossoms. This family of 1C will remain forever and ever in my heart even if we are apart. The only 1c I know. eventhough there'll be a new 1c next semester, it won't be this special 1c because we are the family of 1c. Me, Farah, Turis, Izzaty, Hanis, Eja, Fayruz, Hazreen, Ezza, Alyaa, Tj, Raja, Azian, Syafiqah, Megat, James, Anas, Lee, Iz, Big B, Nani, Athirah, Dieyana, Rynn, Bella and Niessa. Although we change class, we are still under the one same blue sky. Even separated one from another, our heart are connected as one. I will embrace the memories of us together deep down in my heart so it won't lost in the midst of new experience. I admit i don't involve myself in most of your activities but deep down in my heart, you guys are the best family ever!!!I'm sorry if i might have hurt anyone of you and i bid thank you for everything.....for supporting me during my laugh and sad moments. Keep on laughing and singing our hearts out because I believe we will keep on going forward. LOVE 1C....

My raya photo

2009-09-26T20:03:00.000-07:00

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Snake craze on Raya!!!

2009-09-26T19:28:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai...

Ohayo..

Rindu x...Rasanya dah tiba masa 4 me to use Bahasa ibunda ku...aku akan digunakan sbg kata ganti diriku.
Raya baru je habis n Final bakal menjelang. Aku x tahulah macam mana nak go through semua exam ni. Aku x buka buku pun. Aku rase aku ni dah internet addict. Aku x nak la kecewakan mama n abah but i just can't control myself from the net.
Raya tahun ni memang the boom. Aku nyaris kena patuk ular hari tu. Aku tengah jalan pergi depan nak amik selipar aku yg diguna sepupu aku tanpa izin. so, dgn gembiranya aku berjalan ke depan. tetiba, aku dengar buny 'HSSS' yg sangat garang. Aku pikr gak, apelah tu..pastu aku pusing tetiba, aku nampak x sampai bbrapa meter, seekor ular tedung hitam dah angkat kepala n pandang ke arahku. aku kaku jap pastu aku cepat cepat lari n ngadu kat abah. oh sorry, berlari sambil menjerit. Hanya tuhan yang tahu betapa buruknya aku masa 2. Masa abah tengok, ular dah lari. Aku masa tu memang menggigil. Wwa call pastu n seriously aku gitau every single thing kat dia.
Sejak 2, aku takut nak mandi kat luar rumah.
Raya tahun ni duit raya dapat dlm 247 ringgit. cik din paling baik sbb die bg aku rm50 BUT ADIK2 AKU DPT rm 20 JE...HAHAHA. Kuih raya pun semua baik punye....
Paling best raya ni sebab aku dapat jumpa semua ahli keluarga ayahku masa katg Johor. even yg dah setahun x jumpe pun aku dapat jumpa. seronok dapat berkumpul ramai ramai. cuma dorang sumer dah terlalu matang so x best sgt am dulula...
Aku tengok gambar Akanishi dlm majalah AnAn but i don't really like him like that. aku x berapa setuju die naked but then who am i to control his life. He's cute but die dah hilang kecantikan die..now, he's more like a handsome or hunk to me. I hope i don't lost interest to him.
Ape lagi nak citer? rasanye 2jela. wish me luck for my exam n slamat hari raya maaf zahir batin.

bad and good

2009-09-12T07:40:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Ohayo..
It's been sometime since i update my blog right? well, that's me. Never rally can follow what i planned. Well, there's good news and bad news...let's start with the damn stupid news first.
1st. My lecturer is confuse with herself. seriously. she give us instruction and scold us for following her instruction with a reason she never said that. if one person is wrong then it's fine but if the whole class is wrong, can't blame us for it. to make things worse, she asked us to send an assignment on monday last minute. didn't she know that others had already going back to their home in sarawak, sabah or whatsoever states. they're so inconsiderate. she told the other class different things she told our class. i am 100% sure she will be mad at us later for the result of our repaort that didn't turn up like the other class.

My friend made a joke saying "just use pos laju and put a raya card inside saying that we forgive all of your misdeed instead of apologising to her," i don't really think she's like that at first but she had been brainwashed this one lecturer who god-knows wicked and confusing she is. i don't think other people really like her with that attitude. so, i give to ezza to help send my portfolio on monday. once i set my mind into something i usually do it(something i like). i think that's the only bad news i got i think.

About the good news, well, it's already holiday. it will take about 2 week of holiday. though i still need to do my revision for the final exam that is just around the corner. my last exam is quite ok especially my cl, ms and speaking. i hope i can get the same result for my final. I don't really feel like writing anymore and i think after this, i'm going to write my blog in malay so i can express my self better. I'll write another one later..daa!!!

Day 9(Wonderful day)

2009-08-26T05:01:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Hello,
Ohayo....
Today is such a wonderful day i guess. I got the highest in my Computer Literacy and i score 18.3 out of 20. I'm totally amazed with myself because i just 'tembak' all the answer and walah...everything work out. I just flunk at the abbreviation part. hate that part though. I called to tell mum about it and i'm so happy to hear her happy voice after knowing my results. sweet isn't it? Mum always support me and end up being the one that excited over my success. i love her so much. i can't imagine my life without having her. I'm sure dad is happy too but he's a man. plus, he's a javanese so it's impossible for him to show his emotion. he won't say or express his feelings but i know he want me to figure out myself.
Today, Fie give some tips on making money from internet and it's quite useful. Furthermore, we had this sessions in class whereby we have to be an artist. My group have to do posters and i end up doing posters about fashion fiesta. i love Iz's group presentation whereby his group do sculpture. funny...seriously. Miss also love their presentation. I showed some Arashi's videos to my friends and they seem to enjoy it. maybe they don't admire them but they can accept their show. haha..love u arashi. I just hope i have time to show them Kat-tun videos. just don't make them love my Jin.
I won't buy the Rapidpass by the way because i think it's kind of a waste since i'll only be going to class 4 2 weeks on September. I break my fast today with some Murtabak, Char Kuey Teow and Sugarcane drinks. Wish they would sell green tea...maybe some day i guess....
Well, that's it for today. wonder why pics didn't show on my last post?
I can't seem to post any picture this time 2...crazy blog..whatever...let's hope it'll be ok again soon...
daaa...
jaa ne..

Day???(whatsoever?)

2009-08-25T06:23:00.003-07:00

Hai Hai,

Hello,
Ohayo...
Well, Ramadhan is here, the month that is very holy to us muslim. Luckily, I got to break my fast with the whole family including Mak Ya, Mak Su and ayah Ngah's family. It's seldom we break our first day of fast like this ( or to be honest...never)and i really enjoy it. It's like the family is close together. Mom cook 'Sup Tulang', Ketam Bercili and other food which i kind of forgot. bad me....
I ate until i feel like my stomach's is some kind of almost bursted balloon. i can barely stand up or sit down. regret that i ate so much. well, i didn't learn any lesson that day coz i kept eating a lot the next day.my stomach bloated again and keep on getting like that every single daY. That's why i kept on putting weight instead of losing weight. However, both my aunt compliment me for looking much slimmer than the last time they saw me.
That night, i added my uncle and my aunt at facebook. seriously it's fun chatting with my uncle although he keeps on getting to my nerve. he keep on saying bad stuffs about me n critisize me in order to annoy me. unfortunately, he wins everytime. seriously irritating!!!
Today i feel kind of down because i've been left out by my friends. fine, i know i always go back first and all that but at least i don't make them wait for me. I willingly skip an empty bus just to wait for them but after they came, they left me there alone. they took the taxi instead. i canceled my plan to break fast with them and break my fast at my room with my roommate instead. forgot to tell u that i kind of enjoy my first time breakng fast without my family members. i am starting to enjoy living in college. is this a dream???
I was chosen as the treasurer for my CSS rumah terbuka projek. honestly, i don't really know what are the duty other than collecting money. hahaha...it's fun i guess learning about managing event. it makes me feel i'm a superior. Hope it will be a success. btw, i have so much to tell but it's all bad things about people and it's unappropriate to talk about it in Ramadhan so i'lll just keep it it to my self.
i guess that's all for tday....
Happy Ramadhan!!!

DAY8(Bad Week)

2009-07-23T06:52:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Hello,
This week is quite or rather a bad day for me. can't stand the bad luck that come without stopping. First bad luck, I kind of flunk on the speaking exercise. i get panic and blurt out whatever only god knows what. When I look at all the faces, i felt quite embarrass as they perfom quite well. i know in their heart there are feel of sympathy, hate or disgust with me. i'm like their laughing stock. i feel that everytime i tried to tal in front, people loss interest. what the F***. People don't really understand how I feel especially some of them. They treat me differently from the other classmate. They don't or can't joke with me and they sometimes ignore what i said. it kind of hurt sometime. i admit i am not the social type but i can be fun if you try to know me.
Last time when I think we kind of bond well, it is a whole fake. It's me actually. I can't be like them and i feel they are pushing me away or am i doing it myself from them. Whatever it is, i am a loner now. oH MAn!!! I feel like bursting out my tears now.
Another of my friends are super annoying. Well, it is bossy actually. I know she did most of the work but that doesn't give her the right to boss around. I know what i'm doing so back off!!!
First i like hanging out with her but i find i'm more like just doing what her say rather than being a friend. we both have same level of ego but i can't really say no to her. she's a friend that i really appreciate but she's becoming more and more bossy as well as fussy these days. I tried to think positive that she mght have her period hormone thingy but it didn't work. whatever, just DON'T TREAT ME AS YOUR THINGS AND PUSH ME AROUND!!!
Holiday is coming up. can't wait.....i'll update later k???
no pics for today but i'll double up the pics on my next post...
tada!!!!!!!
Jaa ne!!!

Day 7(Never ending assignment)

2009-07-14T06:26:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai...

Hello,
It's been a long time since i have written something in here. there's so much to tell. Basically it is about my never end assignment which are bundling each single days. Last time i send a group assignment and got scold. well, actually, the whole class got scold. we had to re-do it and seriously it SUCKS!!!! can't blame the lecturer for it since it's a last minute work. i manage to finish my grammar and islamic studies presentation although it cost me my whole guts and free time.
Literacy computer is another thing. me and dieyana made a video titled high heels using movie maker. it's fun using movie maker but unfortunately, i forgot to site the videos and do a good reference. stupid isn't it. the next thing i know is i'm so gonna lose mark....this sucks!!!!
Friends are ok i guess. i love the class by the way. we make our class a family. our class rep. is the daddy and vice class rep as mommy. we are quite bond to each other. last time we've been pranked by one of the classmate where she told us she'll be attending maktab. we celebrate or rather make a farewell party at mcdonald. however, during her speech she told us of and we end up chasing her around. although it's a lie, all of our classmate get to know each other better and have a wonderful time to gether, i think we are the noisiest at that restaurant. now, i have joined PKI (Puaka, Keji and Innocent) where it have 6 member in it. i am called the innocent-est(so not me). whatever it is, class 1 c rocks!!!
roommate are also good. no problem with them. i got an unfortunate news that my beloved pn. siti aida has stopped teaching in my ex-school. i called her once but it is a wrong timing and she promised me she'll call later. huhu....my allowance haven't come in yet so i so need to save some money. wawawa!!!! there's so many quiz next week and i so don't have any mood to study....bad me...i need to study...gambarimasu!!!
whatever it is, gotta keep goin...

dada...
my pic for today is:::

My ojisama....

Day 6(Hectic life)

2009-06-20T19:19:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai

Hello,
Well, today topic is as written. seriously it IS hectic. Assignment each day and presentation which is so hard to do. Grammar presentation is comin' up but i don't know if i am 100% ready or even 50% ready. Miss Afni is kind of strict on this stuffs. Islamic studies is another thing. presentation!!!!!!!!! i am suppose to finish my reading journal yesterday but i end up leaving my guide for the journal at college. i have to do it tonight instead. Seriously, learning malaysian studies or 'history' in english is boring. i like Mr. Shah and i have no prolem with his teaching but the stuffs are the same thing since i was at school.
can it get any bad? i'm starting to think that university life sucks. well, not really.
At least now i have my own lap top which dad bought for me. I can finally have some privacy. I put Arashis wallpaper as my desktop wallpaper and Akanishi pics as my default pics. So everytime i open my lap top, it will be fun and happy. well, it actually make my heart race everytime i open the lap top. oh ya, my laptop name is qin....hahaha...however the internet at college actually rubbish. it's super hard to access the internet. Luckily my friend help me to hack the internet. hahaha..evil ain't I?
I started to love facebook and get addicted to it. seriously, i love doing the quiz there and it is freakingly true.
last week i had the chance to chat with Yussoff. He's so sweet but sadly he didn't really want to have any relatioship than friends. dissapointing but hey, what do i care. i only admire him not heads over heel with him. well, i do understand his situation because he's been dump. whatever....i guess that's it so far.

Arashi makes me believe in myself.....

Day 5(Life's on the first week of universities)

2009-05-29T18:03:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai,

Hello,
it's been almost a week since i last post my entries. lol..well i guess i'm going to talk about my past few days in UiTM. Well i got into college Mawar at sek. 13 and my campus is at Intec at sek. 17. it's super far and i need to spend RM1 everyday to take the bus. My roommmate is fun especially the one from Kelantan and Klang. We're always together this whole week except during our faculty orientation. the kelantanese is taking law and the other one is taking engineering. This week we have MMS (minggu mesra siswa) which is full of many fun activities. there's one of our senior who's super fun. he's always entertaining us during this week. what i love the most is:
Him:Mawar di mana?
Mawar colleges:Mawar di sini...
Him:Sweet sangat....
I call him Abang gedik. (lor..just kidding)Oh ya, there's a schoolmate of mine who enter the same course as me. though i never did talk to him...when i saw the list of my subjects yesterday, it is super hard. we have like drama & language,college reading+writing,listening and speaking, malaysian studies(super boring),islamic history whatsoever and computer literacy. Plus they expect superb results from us. i hope i can achieve it. more shocking, wikipedia is a no-no. man, it's like my best friend. God knows how scared i am towards this whole foundation program. i just wish i won't dissapoint mom and dad.
Yesterday we take our first bus trip to campus. we end up a 15 minutes bus journey to one hour because we kind of lost. it's very funny when we think about it. i mean 70++ students from the same faculty end up lost in a bus...we're sort of noisy and when we reach there, we clapped. doesn't it seem like someone who don't knows how to ride bus.? hahaha...
I guess that's it for my past week. i'll be returning to college tomorrow. gambarimasu...i'll try my best to survive in this courses.

Juntoshi!!!(kawaii ne???)

Day 4(:( Last Day...)

2009-05-22T01:41:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai

Hello,
Well as y'all know to day is my last day at home. Tomorrow morning I'll have to go to university. wah!!! I'm so not ready. No Internet...:( most importantly...no Arashi and KAT-TUN's videos..plus, they're gonna release their CD this 27..i can't see the pv!!Man, I haven't finish packing yet..
I think my stuff are too much...
BTW, i'm fasting today and when i fast i kinda have this "want to eat..." disease. Today i feel like eating cold pudding and Tom Yam. umai!!!
I'm so happy today that i got to watch many Arashi's videos that i didn't have the chance to watch during my national service. The internet is super fast. Ohno is as adorable as ever. Some vid just makes me laugh the hell out of me.
Still cold with my sis. a total bitch will always be a total bitch. Chat for the last time with my friends and maybe i won't have a chance to communicate with them like this. i guess when you've grown up, you need to leave somethings behind. we'll be busy with our studies-->works-->marriage-->family. And we'll absolutely find new friends and maybe we'll forget the old ones. That's also a path where you'll have to step out of your mother/father/siblings world. oh no...yabai..i'm moved by my own words.
Before i end my blog for today need i remind that i won't be able to blog maybe for a few weeks since i haven't had my laptop yet. I'll try to blog as fast as i can. goodbye relaxful life!! Hello independant life!!!
Pics for today is....

Arashi-->The groups that always inspire me and one of my symbol of success!!!

Day 3(Eatx3)

2009-05-21T17:33:00.000-07:00

Hai Hai

Hello,
Well, this is supposed to be posted yesterday but my sis is such a maggot. She wants to use the computer to "study". Baka!!!!! i wasn't home the whole day and she's suppose to use it that time but what did she do?? watch videos. what the heck? She so pissed me off. after pissing me off she's asking me for my calculator. i wasn't going to give her but she's a total bitch. she ask me in front of abah and i know abah will back up her since it's for "exam". Now, i'm so not talking with her. who cares about her. Luckily mama is on my side. she understands how i feel. Let's stop talking about her.
Btw, yesterday i went to the hospital to check my health test result. the LRT takes forever since it was super crowded with people. mama and i kinda stuck between so many people. After arrive there, we took the taxi to the hospital. surprisingly, my cholesterol level is good and normal although i'm big sized. The doctor said that i am perfectly healthy but i need to slim down to prevent disease in the future. then we head back for mama's office.
Basically all i did in the office is eat...
1.Nasi Lemak (which is so not like nasi lemak. it's more like normal rice)
2.Twisties(spicy garlic)
3.Big Mac( since mama can't finish her ones she gave it to me)
4.Cup corn
I think i'm chewing the whole time. haha
I was planning to do my blog at mama's office but it cann seem to access blogger. wonder why?
Oh yeah. My friend request on Yuuki_arashi has been approved. more videos!!! My 2 Baju kurung also have been finished. i packed my whole cloth. i think the bag is too small for the stuff's i'm going to bring. maybe i'll bring 2 luggage. is it overexxagerating. well, whatever. i'll continue today blog this evening...
yesterday's suppose to be picture

Matsujun without make up...hot ne???

Day 2(More Boring Day at home)

2009-05-19T23:10:00.001-07:00

Hai Hai
Hello,
Well, nothings new today. Just the same as yesterday. As boring as ever. I want something fun to happen today....
Bythe way, Atashinchi no Danshi episode 5 is up and I absolutely love it. Love it when Takeru, Mamoru and Satoru fight for Chisato...super hilarious. I'm kinda pissed off that Fuu kissed her. i don't like his mysterious characteristic. well it's so fun watching stepsons falling for stepmother...kawaii ne?
i manage to finish watching Upin & Ipin until episode 17. so cute. Wawa call me again today and we talked (basically about Arashi) nothing much i guess.
I'm so hungry but there's nothingg much to cook so i can't cook. ask my brother to buy some food but...well you know how brother's are.
I'm still trying to upload arashi's vid but it is super long. don't know what time'it'll finish. still worrying about university. 3 days to come....i haven't packed my bag at all and i don't know what to pack..tomorrow i have an appointment with doctor and i guarantee tomorrow's gonna be a boring day at mom's office!!!
what more should i write...oh yeah!!
i got the access to the videos in aibakaland!!! woohoo!! i go through some of the forum's topic today and do some quiz at quizilla...the one for me is matsujun today...he's last on my list for arashi but i always end up getting him as results..
anyway today's photo is this...

My Hot Jin!!!

Which Arashi boy is meant for me...

2009-05-19T00:37:00.000-07:00

Wah!!! i took the quiz and i scored ohno!!!he's really my first choice after all!!!!

Ohno Satoshi

Day 1(A super boring day at home)

2009-05-18T22:04:00.000-07:00

hai hai...

hello...first time blogging. still getting used to this...
anyway, today is super boring and frustating. it took so long too download 2 arashi vids. at last the vid didn't work...arghh!!!so frustating...
just finish eating the carbonara spagetti i cook. well the sauce is not thick enough...i was suppose to be cooking blackpepper meat but i couldn't find the ingredients. well, my sister and brother better eat up.
well, the event happen to me since this morning. i've been spending the morning chatting with my friends and i manage to call one of my friend which i haven't met since like one months ago. then my friend which is studying in other state calls me and we talk about Arashi's stuff. thank god i found some good songs to download
1-Kasijjille_-_Only You
2-Jang Jung Woo_-_Geu Gut Man Eu
old songs but hey it's good to listen to it.
University day is coming in 4 days...i'm not sure i'm ready or not.i haven't open my book for like 5 month and i don't know if i can look at books anymore.
I guess that's it for today.
This is my pics for today and i'll keep on uploading pics i find from internet on the guys i like!!! Today is my future husband: Akanishi Jin
Aqila + Jin = Qin